ఒకరోజు కన్నీరు బాధపడుతూ నన్ను నిలదీసిన క్షణం ....
ఎందుకు ?
మాటలు రావు అనా , నేనంటే అంత చులకన ?
కానీ భావం తెలుపుతున్నా కదబ్బా .....
బరువుగా ఉన్నా అనా , నేనంటే అంత లోకువ ?
కానీ బాధల్ని భరిస్తున్నా కదబ్బా ....
అలా వస్తూ ఉన్నా అనా అంత విసుగు ?
కానీ నీకు తోడుగా ఉన్నా కదబ్బా ....
నీ పెదవులు కూడా పలకలేని పదాలు ,
అవతల వాళ్ళ గుండెలకి చేరుస్తున్నా కదబ్బా ...
నా మీద కాస్త ఐనా జాలి లేదా ?
చెవులకి కూడా వినపడని నీ బాధ ,
అవతల వాళ్ళ మనసుకి అర్థమయ్యేలా చేస్తున్నా కదబ్బా ..
నా మీద కాస్త ఐనా కరుణ రాదా ?
రాని వాళ్ళ కోసం బాధ పడతావ్ ,
వస్తా అన్న నన్ను బలవంతంగా ఆపుకుంటావ్ ....
నీలో నేను ఒక భాగం ....
కష్టం రాగానే అమ్మా అనే అరుపు కన్నా ముందు
నిను తడిమే స్పర్శని నేను ...
మాటలు మోజులో ఉన్నావు కదా
ఏం తెలుస్తుంది లే ....

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Geeeezzz ..... My golden time
😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞😞
Who would have thought
this corona would make me this lazy🥴
Wonder how many days i thought of going to college ...
But, when its finally happening
This brain of mine is searching holidays😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Lazy mutated ME trying to become normal be like -
Sleeping as usual late at night 😪
and waking up jst half an hour before college .....
mornings become search parties ..
Maaa box , maa bottle , maa bag
( Only delivered through airways with customized BGM )
maa remind me something, anything, everything 😂😂😂😂😂
and then kacheri starts 🎷🎺🥁
My BRAIN to me after kacheri - will u die if u forget anything 🥺
jst take me to college i'l try to think 🙏 ...
But you know what am always on time
And favoured by teachers
Most precisely 2nd hour teachers 😂
They b like - hey gyal ure early jst on tym
( While waiting for the 1st our teacher to finish their last 10min ) 😂😂😂

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Loneliness is something which we offer someone ....
May be our little WISH in the morning can make someone's day start fresh ...
May be our little CONCERN in the afternoon can fill their empty hearts ...
May be our little CHAT in the evening relieve their stress ....
And may be our little CARE in the night can make someone sleep perfectly with a hope to see the future peacefully ...
At least not alone ....
Soo if you wanna offer something , let it be the wish , concern and care and make people feel that they are NOT ALONE ....

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My dear lovely 2020
Am one of the person
among the excited on your arrival
But you kept me away from everything
Though that suffocation did suck
You've thrown a light on my hidden talents .....
You got so many nicknames ....
One such is the pandemic year ...
Though i barely wrote you
Your history is long spoken ....
Now 2020 is not just an year
But a mass massacre
Despite the worst things
that you have done all long
I forgive you for the friends i made ,
the moments i got to live ,
and for bringing the families together .
Am not denying the negatives , but still
the positives are precious and you are worth of forgiveness ☺️☺️
Though you will be gone
History speaks and legend remembers
Bye bye 2020 .....

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Meeting you always leaves memories
Some are sad ,
for leaving the past behind ...
Some are happy ,
for welcoming the future ...
You are the one that make me
count my moments in the past ...
And help me change the things i regret ....
Having a resolution always fails 😂
But don't wanna miss the fun in making one .....
If i forgot to mention
I do have one resolution for 2021
to atleast not to forget the resolution i made till 2022 😂😂😂
Wishing you all a crazy NEW YEAR 🥳 ...

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Am not a writer... But ,
my every laughter forms a phrase
And every tear erases it ....
My every experience becomes a lesson
And every lesson becomes a line ....
My life is ironical
never reaching my expectations ....

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It was dark ...
Whole universe was quiet
Then spoke a voice
in loneliness and grief
Questioning : why am i never heard
Why am i never seen
Nor ever understood .......
Blaming me , for the voice not being noticed ....
I wondered , why would i do something
Which makes a voice imperceptible
But the voice was familiar and close
Couldn't recognise it though
Then replied the voice
Confessing itself as my " PAIN "

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What do you call when you -
have a body , but no soul ....
have a soul , but no life ....
have a life , but no strength ....
Is this what ; being dead while you still breathe ???
Is this the language of pain and voice of tears ???
I presume that life has never been kind to me ...
I don't wonder it will ever be .....

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Am a back bench student ,
Doing all naughty things ....😝
Thinking what would have happened ,
If i listen to my BT sir's class 😂😂
even if i listen for one second ,
am damn sure tht i will locate my heart in my abdomen 🙆🏻‍♀️
Cant even imagine the exam paper 🤞
Class will be about stars ,
Questions will be from galaxy ...🥴
Even if you copy paste his own notes
You'l be marked zero ....
Coz he will be confused when he reads that ....
By thinking whether its greek or latin 🤭...
If you are being haunted by a spirit 👻,
I suggest you to paste one page
In the front door☠️ ....
From his given notes ...
You'l be protected from any spirit 😂🤣
Keep under pillow , get rid of nightmares ....
But be careful ... Its a strict warning
As long as you use it for supernatural things you'l be protected ...
But if you dare to open that and read it ,
I suggest you to check whether there's a bed reserved for you in psychic ward 😆🤭🤭

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I wear smile everyday ,
to hide my scars
At times they are invisible ,
But sometimes they burn open
Am pretty sure that
the one who gave them never knew
Even if they do , there's nothing new
Am alert and awake
Pain of the scar never lets me sleep
Wonder how many more are thirsty
for the tears i shed are countless ...

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