Sadness has became my home,
everytime I go outside
to forget about it,
I return to my home
at the end of the day.
I can't tell how am I,
as I couldn't count
the stab wounds
life gave me.
I wonder if death ever comes to me,
I'll be just used to it.
Silence is that friend
to me now,
who knows all my
secrets like
the times I smiled while
I was drowning in the sea
I pushed myself in.
And shouting for help
is of no use,
as the only ones who made
feel heard were
the walls of my room.
I lie on my bed while
I lie to myself
applying this bandage once again of;
everything will be fine
on the void that still bleeds.
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