Nothing just a matter of illusionary time and a bit self.
Sometimes tiredness embraces like none before.
That exhaustion which isn't physically but
Mentally, psychologically, emotionally;
you just and just feel worn out. It seems like
every minute the body with the caged soul
inside is aging more rapidly, more vibrantly.
The complex combination of life entangled with
Rules and regulations, commitments, expectations,
Competition and unfulfilled wishes and dreams are
just sucking the hell out of heart and brain, to make
you feel a bit more failure, a bit more unethical,
a bit more dead inside. Peace in life is just
a hypothetical dream with which we play
behind our eyelids. And sometimes those
peaceful dreams get lost at some corners of
our unknown self whose address knows neither.
And we start loosing within ourselves a bit
everytime, everyday,  every minute and seconds.
A herd of questions arises daily at every hours
about the audacity of life, but not every question
has a prompt answer, some does pass on the role
To play self and dig out the confusion with more
surprises. Aahh life!!! Just exhausted by the irony
of so called practices and principles of life.

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Life seems to be an illusion just floating in time but drowned in the chaos of human unsolved mysteries. It is the story of weird categories of creation who tries to find peace in war.
The humans are just mobile arrest house caging it's distressed soul with the infinite rooms of flesh and blood.
Try to hear the strange voice of the silence. You will hear millions of complaints, billions of criticisms, but hardly a few appreciations.
The voices those who shouts to prove the wrong right they are the most respected generals of this curious illusion world.
People fight to shed tears and bloods in real, but dream to be divine in imagination. They love to induce hate in everyone but crave for true love from all others.
A group of self proclaimed leaders and gods try to occupy business by the slogan of unity and selflessness but they forgot to step in those words themselves.
Life is a circus with uncountable jokers employed as their ideal characters are never portrayed in real, rather not given a chance too.

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Having someone who you can talk to from a morning text to a good night is a blessing.
Someone who you can open up to without being shy.
Someone who you can be yourself and show all your personalities.
The clingy, the weird, and the crazy you.
Someone who accepts you and never judge you.
Someone who knows to love and respect you in all possible ways.
Someone who knows how to listen to you without being bored.
Someone who you enjoy talking to in different topics.
And even if there's no topic you two still want to talk.
Having someone like that is a real blessing.

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Sometimes up, Sometimes down.
Often it'll chase you in reality,
But sooth you in dreams.
It will show the beauty of horizon
From all inside the golden cage,
But will set you free in the dark nights
To struggle through the bitter nightmare.
It will give you hundreds hope to live,
But embedded in the cake of
Thousands obstructions and downfalls.
It will give uncountable dreams to satisfaction,
But one repeated activities every single real day.
Actually it's all a whole circle;
It initiates from the point and
Terminates at the same at an angle of 360°.

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A shooting star is lost among the cloud
As if it's in a hurry
So wish for anything before it gets too late
You might get such a chance or you might not
And your wish might remain unfulfilled
Who knows maybe
The stars have conspired to make us meet
If you're with me then even a paper boat will swim
If you're not here, then this story
Will scatter like a pack of cards
The time spend together
Will change the next moment
Like the dark silences of night
And sweet lullabies whispered in my ears
In your every story whatever new or old
I keep blindly nodding
Slowly and steadily, as the moon decends
It brings the dawn closer.

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Life will never give you
The opportunity to enjoy tomorrow,
It will rather drag you more
To repent and weep for yesterday,
To make you more thoughtful
And busy for for future.
No one knows the next second,
So enjoy today as you are now.

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Age increases and increases complexity in lives, increases responsibilities and more thoughts and tensions. Financial craters at times become the dagger in your dreams with open eyes in daylight. Often time hits the door of opportunities with all scattered thoughts, disturbances, decisions and etc. What right what wrong , whom to choose whom to leave, what to accept and what to reject becomes a challenge then. Sometimes provocations become so strong that you forget who actually you are, what's your choice to life; you are just forced by an invisible pressure of life and duties to do so. Situations develop such that you're physically somewhere where your future and career dragged you, but mentally somewhere else where your responsibilities mixed with all sentiments and emotions are mocking you. Such irony, such chaotic. Just illusion in reality, puppets in the hand of time. Every one does everything maybe, but is everyone really happy with all?😔😔😖😖

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I fall in love often every day
Because love itself taught me
That it has no start, no end,
No expiration date.
No names, no boundations,
No age and time.
Just true to heart and
Pure to soul.

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The friend true to heart
Doesn't need any materialistic gifts
To prove the mutual bond
And the selfless love.
Doesn't need any regular promises
To maintain the status of togetherness.
Individually they both are the
Best award and blessings to each other.

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In the dynamic phases of time,
With all it different forms.
Sometimes happy sometimes sad,
Chilling at times, at hours mood off,
Fear some where, anger again,
Joyous moments now, upset at the next,
Awake at few nights, sleeping deep at alternates,
There's with everyone today, noone tomorrow,
Life laughs, shouts, cry and yell at the journey of time,
But rests with a smile once it closes it eyes-
To meet all the stars beyond the sky, away from time.

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