It's 3:00am and I am melting into regrets.
Regrets are the reason I live nights.
The nights that bind me with insanity
While I hear the time ticking with every regret gaining its sanity.
The night silence holds my comfortable grief while I dwell in thoughts.
The beautiful nightmares sing lullabies to me.
The vulnerability of the darkness attracts me to the lost part of myself.

The night is a perfectly ruined thing enjoyed by every broken soul.
The time where broken hearts collide with mutual feelings.
The time where my words play dead and
I dream about the reality I desire.
The ink drips frantically, carving accidental muses.
The remnants of past dodges between the verses I avoid to write and recite.

The moon shines brighter at teary nights.
The stardust melts on my skin settling on the screaming scars.
The ephemeral memories make their way to the gloomy clouds.
The sky is filled with hues of blissful despair.
The melancholic pleasure such nights give is definitely something I crave for!
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That's the thing, you don't commit to someone if you cannot be honest with them. I have seen some really beautiful, long relationships ending just because there was lack of honesty. though i can't ever understand how can people be never satisfied with what they have. you can never sustain a relationship with for granted attitude. it's so important to understand that few things in life are special , they are important and they have to be taken care of. you just can't go breaking someone's heart who gave you · everything you have to be responsible and commit to love only when you can be honest.— % &

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I would be the luckiest person in this universe
If you'd stay long enough. But
I wish that you had killed this hope
As you went, without a farewell note
Maybe you could've left behind clues
Even if they were hidden in the blues
Waiting to someday be found
And put me back to sleep, safe and sound
But all you left behind is an evergreen depression
And answer-less questions,
met with silence
A cruel hope that brings forth nothing but violence
Reborn just as it takes its last breath
So unforgivingly it lays on my chest
Like im nothing but a meek nest
An empty spot for your ghost to rest
Smothering me with our memories
Where I can see in your eyes; sheer agony
And a monstrous regret
Just dying to make amends
But God knows truly
Were you ever even sorry?
Or is it my wishful soul's woeful reflection
My luckless hope or a sweet deception?— % &

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She's made of the softest of things, feelings that are meant to be killed.
Love ,trust ,hope and a strange longing deep in the bones
But cursed to be forever alone
like she's seen but will never truly be known
And all she has here on earth are daydreams and pretty words.— % &

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If I sit down to write about you,
I would fill the pages of love
With the ink of pain.— % &

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 I was walking through the road,
That day
When I thought I crossed you
As if i could feel you from a distance
Or maybe I got the glimpse
Of your face too,
Those old glasses you wore were still intact,
You had that old scarf around your neck
That you wore on our very first day,
The scent of you didn't change,
Or was it the same perfume I gave you
On your birthday
My heart skipped a beat, just as everytime it did when i saw you before
Just a difference was,
That this time my heart was chaotic, this time when it skipped a beat
It filled my body with misery and pain
But why is it that a love so strong makes you forget every terrible thing they ever did,
For a moment, I missed you, time stood still,
And maybe the inner me wanted to capture that face,
Because The last time I saw you
I didn't know, I won't see you for a long long time,
So this time i wanted to hold on to it,
And i realised how i have been reserving a part of my soul
In the hope of feeling your presence
But after everything you made me go through,
After everytime you made me doubt myself
Was it worth it to hold on to you
Even now?— % &

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The world we love in , it takes just a day to change everything and at that very moment you feel like you are falling apart. It's hard to deal with sudden changes in our lives ,
sudden goodbye from people you thought were supposed to stay with you always ,
sudden breaking of all the promises that you made ,
every laughter you shared ,
everytime you wiped each other's tears.
I know how it feels , how a day before everything felt alright, but here it is , the reality, here is the time it took to turn your world upside down , a day.
Years and years of shared memories can become strangers. And that is the day , even if your world is falling apart , know that whatever happens happens for a good reason , and no matter what no body can ever change the reality, you realise forever is just a myth and it is what it is. Acceptance is hard , for me it still is. But we go on without giving up. That's how we live, that's how it is.

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