The pitch dark night
Is an inky canvas blank
absorbs the helpless tears
engulfs the destitute sobs

The pitch black night
is a dumb spectator
watching all the malice and lust
curling up mystery and secrets

The gloomy night
is a halt to hopes
shattered sighs and panging fears
unseen boundaries, my soul in tears

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raindrop prisms dispersing vibrant happiness, dancing hues of hope and positivity, an arc of a new version of transition that redefined edge where you start believing in yourself once again.
These people prisms handhold you from that single ray of white light that was your dark and the stagnant decayed past, when you were all drowned into pessimism, unseen tears, tearing distress and loneliness.
These angel prisms are your soulmates indeed who unconditionally wish to see you happy and at tranquility.
Never lose such gems...

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my self - affirmations when my heart feels beating, saying
there is that one,
that special one who feels your pain even you smile
who understands your words even you are quiet

I am afraid of my innocent belief that you are not alone
the special one loves you unconditionally

I am afraid of fire ecstasy of love flames
burning every body pore insane

I am afraid of coated promising words
glueing me in secured arms

I am afraid of sweet sour memories
stinging my peace in dark deep reverie

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a halt at a lethargic mood station
my muzzy eyes, half open, half closed,
my fingers lazing on my plum cheeks
my lips a little cuddled, soaked in warmth
my arms yawning easing out stiffness
my first fresh morning sighs
subdue my bitter past as frivolous lies
my innocence smiles in mirror
at some of my tangled hair lock
sprawling on my tender face
tickling me for a new day chase

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जब बात अस्तित्व की हो
इनकार ज़रूरी है
जब मासूमियत असहाय चकित- सी हो
जब ग़ैर उम्मीदें सीमाएँ लाँघ जाएं
जब बेगाना अहंकार सुकून रौंध जाएं
जब दिल की हो दिमाग से तकरार
तब ज़रूरी हो जाता है
स्वाभिमान से भरा एक इनकार
जता दो मूक खामोशी दिखलाकर
कि हासिल नहीं कुछ भी समझाकर
निशब्द- सी आँखों से कह दो बतलाकर
जब बात अस्तित्व की हो
इनकार ज़रूरी है

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पर हालात कुछ ठीक नहीं,
मौसम मेरे प्यार का नम नहीं, कुछ खुश्क़- सा है,
वो सनम मेरा अपना नहीं, एक अंजान अजनबी-सा है,
कि जसबात काफी बेजान हो चले हैं,
कि उम्मीदें तो कई हैं इस दिल को तुमसे,
पर क्या करें इन दरारों की अब,
मरम्मत कभी मुमकिन नहीं

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I blushed with a smile
for a 'no' on my lips
but a 'yes' in my heart
for you on a task
of winning over my heart
I checked on my beat
to be calm and neat
I was sure you would come
after my nice 'number hunt'
I take pride on such man
who made it so grand

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Sweet loveable moments
then were smiles
remembering now are tears

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the callous behavior your loved ones show where you have been investing your emotions, your feelings on them so dearly but when you are hurt or you need their care and concern, when you expect them to reciprocate with more love, but all in vain when they don't even bother to realise how sad are you, you eventually realise that your presence hardly matters.
It was only one sided effort.....

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First is when I kneel down and bow before God, closing my eyes to take the divine blessings, the chanting of prayers!
Secondly, when I take a deep sigh of relief after a stressful day, when I lie abed shedding all my worries and pain on my soft pillow, who swallows all my sorrow and tears comforting me that everything will be ok!

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