You are two different person when you are run by your emotions and when you are run by your intelligence and it's okay.
You should learn to accept both side their is no need to shame one side and appreciate another side.
You will think intelligence side is better l will act mature and it will look cool, no buddy
people will perceive you the way they want to
No matter what you do.
But by choosing the intelligence side and ignoring the emotional side, I can tell you that all you are doing is just suppressing your side which need to be expressed and one day it will explode in an unintentional way which will not be healthy neither for you nor for people around you.
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