समंदर सी गहराई है मुझमें
हर बात समा जाती है-
And again from something to nothing.
छा जाएंगी खुमारियां कुछ सुरूर बन कर
ना अब से हम होगें ना तेरी महफिलें रोशन हो पाएंगी-
I don't believe people often
but i believe in every
single word of yours-
Don't let the world tell you
That you are not enough.
Even if people leave or hurt
Let them, because it's their favourite time pass.
Embrace yourself, love yourself.
The world doesn't give a damn
About your mental health,
When you are alive.
But when you are gone
They cry, they regret.
Depression makes you a loner
It leaves you numb and empty
And finally sucks the life out of you
It takes years to overcome depression
It drags you down again and again.
At the end the winner will only be one
Either life or death
Either you or depression.-
I wanted a stranger in my life with whom i could share my secrets, pain, love, hurt, happiness and myself without the fear of judgment. Wanted to hug him.
This all happened but he was no longer a stranger now.
And when all these fears started overpowering, i found we were not together.-
कर लो जनाजे की तैयारी
अब मर जाने को जी चाहता है
थक गई हूं इस जिंदगी से
अब खुद को पाने को जी चाहता है
रुक जाओ थोड़ी देर जरा, अपने यारों से तो मिल लूं
बस आखिरी बार माँ को गले लगाने को जी चाहता है
जरा मैं भी तो देखूं कौन-कौन मेरे जनाजे पर आता है
अब बस शांत हो जाने को जी चाहता है
लोगों के लिए बहुत रो चुकी
अब बस लोगों को रूलाने को जी चाहता है
ऐ खुदा कर बस इतनी रहमत कि मैं जी उठूं
अब बस एक बार जिंदगी को हराने को जी चाहता है-
Sometimes i avoid humans or maintain some distance,not because i am fed up of them but because i need alone time to work on my thought process which gets messed up when many people are around. I become silent. Soothing voice of birds, observing birds and animals, meditation, pure morning air, greenery everywhere takes me back to my own world which is full of calmness, relaxation, acceptance and where life is more than failures and achievements, ups and downs. Where there is only and only me with full of happiness and inner satisfaction.
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