It hurts when you see, you are losing bond with every single person with whom you used to be close and happy once. It hurts when you can't communicate properly with them.it hurts when you keep blaming yourself for no-reason. Online sector used to be your favorite time once , but slowly it became depressing. You are losing your communication skill again, you are being busy with unrealistic thoughts more. You are watching people being happy in their world an accusing yourself why can't i be happy like them ? You miss that cheerful you more and it makes your self-esteem lower . And the cycle goes on. That same busy life, not breeze of refreshment , that whole disgusting part of over thinking and being down and all goes over and over again.
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"We tell ourselves stories in order to live"//
•A letter to self•
Dear me, I am sorry!
I'm sorry, that you tried so desperately to fix others when your own hands were shaking. I am sorry that I did not give you enough time to heal that I let you sale the wounds of everyone else whilst your own were bleeding. I am sorry that there were days when smiling hard but you forced yourself to laugh so that no one had to worry about you. That I am sorry that you give all of your time and effort to people that didn't give the same amount back.I am sorry that you faced all of these alone and never asked for anyone's shoulder to cry on!I am sorry that I didn't love you like you deserve to be loved .
I am proud of you my dear ME❤️
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मोहब्बत हैं आपसे जनाब,
इसलिए शिकवा भी आपसे करते हैं,
नहीं तो ना हीं मोहब्बत की कमी थी और
ना हीं मोहब्बत करने वालों की।
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Didi is preparing for NEET,
Par didi ko vaccination s dar lgta hain!
Aise kaise chlega didi?
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एक घर वह होता हैं जहां भाई बहन से भरा पुरा परिवार हो और मां बाप का आशीर्वाद हों।
और दूसरी वह जहां दोस्तों की मस्ती हो और टीचर के डाँट में भी अपनापन सा हों ।
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सो दर्द हैं सिने में,
आंखें नम हैं अंदर से,
फिर भी अलग हीं मज़ा है,
हंसकर जीने में।-
They need you only when they're alone , not when you're alone.
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