I wouldn't know pain
I wouldn't be hurt by thoughts in my head or feelings in my heart
I wouldn't get tormented by the truth to test every facts
But I wouldn't grow any wiser then.
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i am a poet, an artist, a lover, a friend, a Gemini
You can't love someone you don't know
...and yet you fall for the one you just met.
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LOSIN'
I'm speechless to you DEATH
WHAT kind of A THIEF are you
You masacquer MY HEART
Slashed it open and hang to dry
YOU took a couple of precious members
Left me BROKE AND broken
The hurt is incurable that IT CANNOT BE MEND
Losing never felt THIS TORTURING
And will I ever be used to your PAIN
Or will I ever be ready to welcome you AGAIN
So the AGONY wouldn't be thIS EXCRUCIATING
I KNOW regret is pounding on my chest
Remorse is hanging around my neck
YOU struck me, CAUGHT ME in surprise
And trap me in this nightmare
That even my tears were AFRAID to run.
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The moment you demand
expectations builds up
and that is where it all starts...
...to fall apart.
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why i keep on saying "like"
when what i really mean is "love"?
maybe bcoz i am afraid; not on admitting it but of how you will react from it.-
You made me happy in a way that i wanna see myself happy
so i let it be even if in the back of my head i know it is stupid
I know this would end nonsense.
But even if it will deliver me to hell i let myself be tempted.
You're a sin i would bite over and over again.
A mistake i would pick between life and death.
You're the only cure to my insanity even if you're in the heart of it.
I hope i am just brave enough to walk out of here and be sane again-
what is a woman's cost???
time, effort, truth,
patience, understanding
trust, love & your all.
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