0100 AM as lame
mundanes clouding by game
always been the money twice the fame
desire to surrender;hormones just the same ..
uninvitedly a reminisce of the game
summons of repent provocably diminish, they know the name
as desire houses rent free to hound and tame
with nothing to blame
milage helpless
miles away and careless
thinking of every caresses
dreamt into Your arms flawless
being a burden endless
Vape the airs of reckless
Perhaps the reality becomes worthless
as dreams wobble into hope and hope into useless ...
smoke runs dipper and fumes
nights taunt deeper and glooms
maybe at Your bipper this blooms
picture your loins empty , curvature priceless
every angle in the of room allurement
mild yet temperament
warm / cold excitement
bitter sweet tester
everything's a teaser
if in portrait and landscape
picture perfect an escape
like fumes splitting into airscape
so mild , wild and wide an Oasis
to figure out the way outta the abyss
this place some deja-vu crisis
looking through Your eyes genesis
through the tongue thesis
going around in rounds basis
tried reaching for the guns
everything just shenanigans-
standing in long queues & ..
paying the price due
comes priceless moments to seeing You .-
maybe in rage
happiness is a cage
sadness smokes the room vehemently
pain gushes from the shrubs of charade momently
insane as loss grapples a pose
inhale air with coins placed on one's own head for a toss
laugh with men of spite , the vails of hidden intent
rough as words of contempt
a surge of deeper vehemence
of masseuse aligning tissue commence
like commonwealth men to women
running with diplomatic paranoia as amen
in this rage
that hour is a stage
somewhat others stagger
some will get use of the dagger
some will walk and seek a reprieve of rest
some will hit the vutalities and relieve life's a test
as a retreat horn calls camp to ceasefire
the nemesis lashes out a bombardment shellfire
as it all dues to a hue
life is a mystery without clue
like how political friends plot a coup
the disenchanted rivalry ensue
in the good red eye of rage
planting a tree of spite to a hedge
maybe happiness then is a cage
as sadness smokes the room
if captain loses control of ship
there's a whole hip of doom
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it's 2010, the room is full of guest
uncles who felt animated, auntie weren't so full of jest
a bridge was tearing apart, from end to end so moves were made in haste
tempers were flaring like plans fell off a haist
fire was breaking wild while a few quenched ... many a catalyst
somehow decisions were a caprice
somehow things happened like there was no surprise
just an ordinary lad seemingly taking things casually in the hands of puberty
a handy intro into an already feisty situation perhaps bond of telepathy
on one hand acceptance and empathy,
on the other hand, roofs are caving :craving for sympathy
everything survives on family
on the brink of wreckage a calamity
adoring the union of dishonesty & sham
some inclusion of charm
so many Men with nasty words, others wisdom; a made up mind
listening to horrendous violence against the kind
everything fairing well and with will
until something new reveals with intentions to kill
listening to all these conversations as a child
broke every piece of the bridge
of formerly better days a cringe
this whole emotional thing, snow cold as a fridge
there won't be no need for that hinge
there won't be no creed for syringe-
........
more words pierce a wretched soul like a sword buried in the limbo of lies a bed of deceipt
to hell and paradise a crochet, wrecked in the sheets of hefty burdens, full payment on the receipt
as meant to lead the agreement, the argument is Am to blame
tried to please You, yet everything went out of frame
thanks to fame, everything lost shame
if there was to pull the trigger, guess who handed Me the gun
why blame Me for blowing the minds out while handling the fun
we got to the circus, we enjoyed the crowns of our clown with the crowds
we've become shadows of our own mortality , chasing hurdles of immortality
life is a dream
love is no cream-
the venom in this cup to sip away
running so dip, it's a tap tap tap to slip, which feels okay
even though the sup is maple
through them red capsules swallowed a couple
a lone highway of terror dressed with fear
a loner hound of horror caressed with gear
it felt like ghee even though it was purse
soft as margarine, yet roughly worse
everything swift, somewhat sweet like curse
a dagger to this heart, thought 9 lives assumed to be a cat
simply had died several times , yet everyday to survive and stay fat
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fully blemished
out rightly undignified
battles and woes
bleeding with chaos
rotten, wilting yet pious
is this the sap You want to sip?
this licking tap what, You'd rather keep?
a character of misogyny the ignominy crip...
these excesses wrapped with saddles of ambiguity
sinner but the muffle judge of chastity
trust soufflé ; questions in equity
would You have these buggages as Your own?
carry this cross & carry the war as Your own barrage ?
would You bury flawlessness for a furnace that burns offerings to completion?-
sip it calmly
zip it politely
bee flights flowery
see lights lowery
in the chamber hams
embers of calm balms
camomile tea, slowly
million mile sea, surely
canoe rows in-depth deeply
inferno the raw..crispy hastily
to the drum beat
palpitations heart beat
put it on records
everything stops for a million seconds
listen to it play
let's Manoeuvre all day
in the pain, the pleasure
the warzone, tranquilo vicinity
These are places
of
reckless adventure-
though cloudless these nights
through tickles & fights
laughter and somber times
it's an enclosure twice
though heavy a day
hefty, a price to pay
slow the pace
show-on race
harlem every night,
solemn arms flight
how renditioned are crowns?
how revolutionized are clowns?
under the neon lights
under embraces of immense heights
rumbling down a stomach of butterflies ,
a city buzzes under booming luminous dragonflies
subways, runways, skyways, highways, deserts & boarders
shortcut of avenues
it's all swirls
it's all worth while's whirls
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