And in the end, I only hope that those little moments we spent together, wouldn't make her feel like I was just another creep in her life.

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"वो शाम कुछ अजीब थी, ये शाम भी अजीब है
वो कल भी पास पास थी, वो आज भी करीब है"

At times, my evenings are crammed with such retro pieces of Kishore Kumar. The brass of the gramophone fills the complete verandah with tranquillity but there's this abyss of a partner which leaves this heart back to sit on this old rosewood fibre stitched chair which also holds some stories within. That 10W filament bulb still glows the corners of pillars in pale yellow draped in saplings. Feels like the time has ceased for a while and then comes a whirl of air, that rouses me up and I subside the voice of the gramophone and think about her.

"वो शाम कुछ अजीब थी, ये शाम भी अजीब है
वो कल भी पास पास थी, वो आज भी करीब है"

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एक मेमोरी कार्ड ख़रीदा है हमने,
उनकी ज़ुल्फ़ों को फ़िल्माने का ख्याल आया है ||
जो नूर उनकी अदाओं में दिखता है हमे,
वो पूरी दुनिया को दिखाने का ख्याल आया है ||

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Expectations is what they yearn for,
he's someone who never asks for,
anything except your contentment.

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We love and live in a stupid world

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Your heart will know when you'll meet the right one and will understand why others were wrong for you

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a memory, a moment which was close,
Close enough to please this heart so long ago.
It wasn't like this when we met neither i realised what went
wrong, did I hurt you or you assumed something else dear.
later I realised, that we're the two sides of the same coin.
CLOSE BUT NOT TOGETHER
I'd like to bury this memory of yours because it aches right here Everyday, seeing you turning into a stranger to Me.

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To be honest, being the eldest child, one's never really taught something. It's the environment and the surrounding that teaches an individual. People don't come and tell you to respect anyone, it's you who grows up seeing them respecting and having that courtesy towards people, you see them helping, caring and eventually those qualities are adapted by you too even without your realisation.

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actually brings peace.
Not only to your mind
but the spiritual one.
Your eyes starts noticing
things around you which
was already there but you
never cared to appreciate it.
You find happiness in little
stuffs, you enjoys reading
people around you and
eventually, you don't feel
so lonely.

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