I know you can't be seen at home
....all we can do is in the photos
Though you went from our lives
but....
will always be in our heart
When everyone is sleeping !
I'm awake thinking of you
to feel your presence
.......in the silence

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There was a sudden silence
A storm came and shattered everything

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Knowing the fact that
These roads don't lead
to my destination.
I walk...
through these woods
To recollect the memories
Which were once created here.

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Knowing the fact that
These roads don't lead
to my destination.
But...
I walk through these woods
To recollect the memories
Which were created here....

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I write
-to reveal my hidden emotions
-to reinvigorate my soul
-to recognise my voice...
which is suppressed within
-to make myself happy

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I am that chapter of your life
about which
no one knows...

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My mother my home base.

You are home to me, mummy,
When I learned to walk,
I must have wobbled a few feet away from you
and then came back to you
Now I want to be close to you.
very close...
When I learn something new,
I search for you,
for your proud smile.
Though I am grown up but
Still...I look for you...
You are my mother my home base, constant, like the sun...
Everything I am today
You helped me to be.

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Talking to people is good
It helps to keep anxieties in perspective

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I pressed the video call icon
to talk to him..
who was far away from me
due to lockdown

The screen of my mobile displayed,
Connecting...

I was waiting recklessly
The call went long and before hanging up he just said,
"Mummy do you miss me"

I was numb,
Tears ran down my face,
I wanted to wrap him in my arms.

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In the ensuing darkness, I was tossing and turning in my bed, to catch wink which was suspended by the consisted of a pitter-patter of rain. I had turned insomniac, so I went to the window of my room.
The rainwater splashed on my face as I opened the window escorted by a calm breeze providing refreshment to my soul.
I was lost to the moment.

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