Dear Shiv,
I was told you have a thrid eye and
you wear a tiger's skin.
I can't remember how I imagined you anymore,
when I heard about your magical stories.
Now, all I left is your picture with somebody's craft.
I really wanted to know you with my conscience.
I wonder if I paint you with a disfigured implication,
how upside down it would turn the
power of yours,
which resonates the energetic vibrations,
to
monstrous act of destruction.
It really fascinates me what can my infinite imagination do to your finite power.-
She is so happy today.
Her heart is beating wildly,
fluttering at lightning rate.
She is telling the tale
to whoever lend an ear.
End of the day, only the tale lives on,
Her heart will not beat anymore.-
I am not sacred enough to give
a thought of wanting you
But
sure you are cursed,
if you ever wanted to live without me-
I decided to go by the wind wherever it takes
The start was good, it took left and changed many directions
I travelled so far
Unfortunately, there is a big curly wave,
made me ended up in the place where I started
Then I realised, Earth is round and there is no such escape
-
It's never really about how big the problem is...
It's always about how small I see myself to take it
-
And there I am, deeply wounded
Reflecting myself in mirror, acting strongly willed
And soon
Capturing my fierce eyes with melting ice, terribly soaked
-
My thoughts are carried away
in the curled waves of tide
buried deep in the sea...
Only a natural disaster
like cyclone
can possibly retrieve them back...
Hoping to find
bits and pieces of them
in the
running waters of floods...-
Let go of me, I am totally perverted!!!
Let go of me, I am a psychic bitch!!!
Let go of me, I am a corrupted thinker!!!
But do never give up on me, I made somebody realise about you as a damn good person when they think of me...-
You are said to be matured if you have inner voices which you can't speak out
-
When I am young, I told myself that at middle ages, I should not be as people around me...
Now, I am old telling myself to my middle version that, I am not too young to dream anymore...-