she's lovely even I would've fallen in love with her
I understand.... I really do
how can you compare gold with steel
I get it ....I really do
But it doesn't stop the pain,the hurt and betrayal
Don't be threatened by her
she's not a problem you once said to me
I guess you were right
she's not the problem I was
Too toxic for you to handle
wanted a little drop of love,care and romance
You got what you wanted and the relief was bliss
it pains me I wasn't your safe haven
After the bliss came the guilt
guilt came the acceptance
and then closing the old to start a new chapter
But I wasn't part of your new life
I don't understand... I wish I really did

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FADING

The silence isn't comforting anymore
The voices got louder
Can't heal anymore
The demons got stronger
Some days I'm me while some days I'm not
Feels like I'm fading bit by bit
Losing all characteristics that makes me who I am

The silence isn't quiet
I feel I'm going crazy hearing voices that's not there
Seeing people that don't exist
But I still come out with a silly smile on my face
No one notices the scars on my wrist
They won't until it's too late
But I will be long gone by then

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