I see you
sipping coffee
adjusting to the world,
pockets perfectly hiding the pain
as if lyrics of an old song aren't
committed to a memory;

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"Cause you only need the
light when it's burning low.
You only miss the sun
when it starts to snow.

And only know you love her
when you let her go...

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I love seeing people walking
by with little smiles on their
face because something small
happened that made them
happy. Maybe they got a
text from someone dear,
maybe they met an old friend,
maybe they killed a man.
You will never know :)

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"Wishing Stars"





[full piece in the caption]

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I wish I wrote the way I
thought;
Obsessively,
Incessantly,
With maddening hunger.
I'd write to the point of
suffocation.
I'd write myself into
nervous breakdowns,
Manuscripts spiralling out
like tantacles into abysmal
nothings.
And I'd write about you,
a lot more
than I should.

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And if you find it in yourself

To spare some time

And sit awhile with me,

I will grow you wildflowers

Which whisper sweet nothings,

Sweet nothings-

That'd mean everything.

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I loved her. Even if we weren't
ever going to be together, even if
I was hurt, I loved her.

I walked and walked. The breeze
blowing through my hair felt good,
like her gentle fingers soothing my
distress. Sand stuck to my legs, my feet sinking into the beach. The expansiveness of night stretched out
before me. Waves crashing. The endless blackness reminding that I was a part of something greater.
This soothed me. All of this was meant
to teach me something greater about life.
And even if it hurt like hell to love her right now, I told myself that somehow it was important to go through.

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Lost my senses,
I'm defenceless.
Her perfume's
holding me ransom;
Sweet and sour,
heart devour.
Lying here, I count
the hours...

-

me: *hits my elbow on the table*

my entire hand:

-

I've lost 6 friends and 3 earphones
in the past 9 months,

I want my earphones back.

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