दूरियां चाहे कितनी भी क्यों न हो हमारे बीच,
दुआएं मेरी हमेशा करीब हे तुम्हारे।-
So many days have passed,
Is not it?
You are not a definition of pain anymore,
A memory,
That keeps throbbing me,
The love inside me,
Has been dead for so long.
Sometimes I question myself,
Was it right?
Right to leave everything at that point?
Unable to find the answer,
The tears roll down.
What if it was not?
The path seems so dark to go back.
Maybe one day,
Our paths will cross,
Maybe we won't look back at each other,
But there will be still that "me" praying for your happiness!-
Getting upset, getting demotivated, worrying about the future,these have become a part of our life.everyday we face challenges, sometimes we win , sometimes fail,this is what life is!No one can value the light if there is no darkness.we always think ,why?why is this happening to me?why me?but that is not the point.everybody in this world has their down phases.it is just we can only see ours.God has created us .He has some purpose.he will definitely do the right thing for us.but here is the real question.WHEN?the answer is simple, EVERYDAY!some people don't even have their basic needs but we do have.is not that a matter to be thankful? difficult to explain actually.everybody will have some phases in life when they will get to understand, everything happens for a reason!
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In the middle of the nights,
When the world sleeps,
Some thoughts,some intrusive thoughts,
Thoughts of the awful past,
Kept invading her mind,
Shattering her heart into pieces,
The whispers of the dark night,
Asked her what did you get?
What do you have?
Could you hold the stubbornness till now?
Avoiding all the questions,
She kept telling herself,
"I am fine and everything will be."-
And the day and night continued,
The leaves fell and regrowed.
Life changed, people changed,
Some portion of her heart remained dead.
She understood,
Nothing!,
Nothing she did, even mattered!-
Friendship,
Such a pure relationship.
In which, there is no selfishness ,
No awkwardness,
No guilt,no secrets.
Only purity, happiness and love.
To my dearest friend who have been with me in all the toughest times,
Thank you so so much 😌❤️-
अपनी भाबनाओं को बयां करने में कमजोर हूं में,
तुम मेरी ख़ामोशी को पढ़ लेना.
कहने से ज्यादा करना पसंद है मुझे,
तुम मेरी दुआओं में बसे रहना.
तुम पास होगे तो सायद में मुस्कुरा न पाऊँ,
तुम्हारे दुरी से आई इन आंशुओं में ठहर जाना.
सांसें मेरी फिर भी झूठ बोलदे की वो मेरे लिए चल रहे है,
तुम चुपकर मेरी धड़कनों में धड़कते रहना.
गर हो इज़ाजत तो में इबादत तुम्हे बना लूँ,
तुम मेरी इस्वर की अशीर्वाद बन जाना.-
कबिताओं का शौक तोह नहीं थी मुझे
में ,उसे सोच के लिखती थी।
एक भटकती हुई राहगीर थी में
अपनी मंजिल उसे मानती थी।
स्याही की ज़रूरत नहीं थी,
लोग मेरी आँखों में उसे पढ़ लेते थे,
इन कम्बक्ख्त होठों का क्या बताऊँ
वो भी उसी के ज़िक्र से मुस्कुराते थे।
खो गया वो वक्त,
और सायद में भी बदल गयी।
जो बोलती थी कभी,"में नहीं जी सकती तुम्हारे बिना"
वो आज उसकी यादों मे जीती रही।-
वो नहीं था मेरी कहानी का हिस्सा,
में किताबें उसपे लिखती थी।
वो दो लफ्जों का हकदार नहीं था,
में मेरी कविताओं के पीछे प्रेरणा उसे बोलती थी।-