Endless searching
for a love that's always out of reach
a fleeting dream that vanishes
at the dawn of reality
I've chased the whispers of passion
the promises of forever
but like sand between fingers
it slips away, leaving nothing
Have I loved, or just pretended?
Is the line between affection and love
a blurred horizon or a towering wall?
I'm lost in the haze, unsure
If I've crossed the threshold
or merely imagined the flame
that burns within the heart
of one who's truly loved
-
Pehle jo baatein dil ko sukoon de jaati thi
Aaj unhi ko yaad kar bechaim ho uth ta hai dil-
Adat ho gayi thi kuch waqt ke liye
Koi nhi
Kuch waqt me ye adat bhi chhut jayegi-
Saying that you will be someone's backup is easy
But being used as backup hits different-
Socha tha apki mohobbat se
Humari narajgi kuch kamm hoti
Par hum bhul gye the
Ki dhoke ki koi maffi nhi hoti-
Tujhse durr jana chahte hai
Par ye kambakht dil teri orr kheech lata hai
Is dard se azad hona chahte hai
Par ye kambakht ishq teri orr kheech lata hai
Bhula dena chahte hai vo beeti yaadein
Par tera ye masoom chehra teri orr kheech lata h
Jane de mujhe durr ki ab nhi saha jata mujhse ye pyar
Par tera dil dukhane ka darr mujhe
Teri orr kheech lata h-
I have faced my fears
Conquered some of them
But some still give me
NIGHTMARES-
आखिर क्यूं ऐ दिल उसका इंतजार करता है
वो खुश है किसी और को अपनी जिंदगी बना कर
उन राहों से अब तेरा क्या वास्ता
वो खुश है किसी और को अपनी दुनिया बना कर-