Restarting lifedoesn’t mean your abilities are second-hand.

Instead, it means you now have the power to hold things with more clarity.

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Restarting life after thoughtless days and unstoppable scenarios!only to find you’ve failed! doesn’t mean your abilities are second-hand.
Instead, it means you now have the chance to hold things with more clarity and sincerity.

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Knock things down
Then start the blame game
Had been the easiest escape
I found
no help-no words
I can't say things out loud
no people i count
The need for "pause"
is all I look for
I wonder how long
I'll feel peace
if I found one now

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"Sometimes you just hold on because you need to.
If you don’t, you don’t exist."

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Humming Of Human
It's high time i should change this,the loop of overthinking and undone "to do" list,
it's unbalanced, why my whole world is spinning like this?

spending night making come backs,hoping for sun rays,
but every morning it's just "will do it some other day"

those hope I get, always hops out of my ways,
watching them telling methods and tricks ,
but why my insights fails all my planned tactics?

now it doesn't feel like a habit anymore
cause it stresses my soul!burdens my head and hurts my core,
it's like an unknown thread I got tangled with,
undetachable and scary it gets,
every attempt i make to use my strength!!

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It's all hopeless!
doubting out my soul
will I get through this road, it's endless
wait!am I doing wrong!what's the concept
I thought I got a better! In-depth
hold me while I work on my mindset!
don't ask for a reason now
It's you who, caused these mishaps!
look!what you stuck at!
smiling,crying,watching tears rolling down my cheek fat!!
make all those emotions drown like a pretty sunset!
Make it hurtless!
GOD!! Please
It's all hopeless

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"Low-risen"
Don't mess things up,
Just to fill the gaps!

This is how it's supposed to fall,
It's not your wrong call.
Now, make it work,
Don't just count the stars!

If it feels like a heavy day,
Think of it as a shadow,
It will shade off
When skies turn to gray.

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Just a feather in layer,
A new story to share.
Nice!easy! simple,
Under ocean types!.
All day I wrote,
Rays of shine and hope!
"You are living a life!"

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Life is like a circle!
No way you going to find a corner of "peace"....

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Now the question is
do i have a chance!!

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