Wide awake listening to the deafening silence from a sleeping world

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The idea of cheating death the way I did to life
Made me friends with the devil
Took a vacation from life;
Hell became solitude
Enjoyed the tranquility that came along the wails of the tortured souls

Who cares about a noisy heaven banging with the sound of Hosanna
When life was cold to me and Hell is as well
Who cares about days with no nights
When darkness is when I find peace

Heaven has warmth, but my heart is cold
Hell is cold, but at least I'd have the fire to keep me warm
I'm as hurt as the devil when he was sent out of heaven
Pain is the only thing that feeds my bitter soul

Never blamed the devil for what he did.
Who wants to bow for eternity?
I'd rather die in the cold
Than beg for your love!

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I've stretched my fingers wide enough
Hoping the weight of love will fit in it
But meeting you has shown me I shouldn't carry it alone
Teaching me a better way to carry love with my heart
"It's much better there" you said.

It's not all about who said the right words or didn't
Neither is it about who did it better
We bothered more on relying on each other's strength.
We grew in one another rather than growing up
For me, that's the best part of growth.

My hands will always and forever search through your fine chocolate skin.
Even in the days when my eyes cannot behold your beauty;
My heart will never forget your love.
The most beautiful part of it will be the way you kiss my lips just as the ocean does the shoreline.

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I'm that person with the big heart



But no one's got me whenever my heart feels small even for me.

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Moan to my ears your finest tune of pleasure
Let me flip your silk sashes like it's a page;
Spread you out like fine rug.

Come under this embroidered fine piece of flesh.
The charms of arms and interlock of our tongues.
Your weakness for my hand on your neck and my words in your heart.

This time, I dont want your hands daydreaming beneath the fabric of your floral panties
I want to burn your desires to dust like wild fire
Bring to me your summer storm body in a bikini baby.
Emilokan😌

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I want to meet with you in the darkest part of the room
Spend a romantic time,
Have you against the wall
With your hands wrapped around my waist
And my boobs in your face
Give you a feel of my private parts
Of course you'd have my cunt and breast

Kiss me on the neck and squeeze my boobs
Let me feel the warmth of your mouth on my nipples and areola
Kiss me on the side of my stomach and feel my muscles contract
Hold me by my neck against the wall
Part my legs and feel the Oasis between my succulent thighs.

But now, you should experience deep words from my heart.

I want us to make love
Not you fucking me to exhaustion
This time you undress my insecurities
Fondle my pain and hear me moan how I got each scars.

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LISTEN
I could teach you to tie your own shoes
I could teach you to fight your own foes
However, I can't teach you to learn from your mistakes
They'd serve as lessons, so be very attentive.

I'm painting a picture of hope
Guard these words with your life, and
do not see them as mere words or a joke.
But live by them for they are prophecies.

Let this be a preaching from a prophet
Let this be your awakening to consciousness
Let this be that torch that guides your path
Let this be all that you ever live by.

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Always say your own truth without bothering whether or not someone will term it a lie.


Say it regardless!

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Remember people's understanding of whatever you're saying is based on their own reality.

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A relationship with you was inevitable.
Atleast I thought.
I knew love was here again when addiction swept me off my feet.
Your words hit me at my deepest core;
Beyond areas your hands are yet to touch.

Just when I thought life finally let me breathe, you struck.
Striking me with those same words that gave life to my soul.

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