today,
my heart got flooded.
flooded by nostalgia,
by the undying twinge.
it's longing for someone
who was never there.
craving for a place that
existed only in my dreams.
yearning for that warmth
that won't stir my cold fears.
i realised, all this time
i was living in nostalgia.
an imaginary nostalgia.
(merely,probably) living?
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