When you become dot in your own story.
Remember someone is writing you.
No doubt, you will be a reader not a leader.
To whom you will explain,
That you are witness of your own story.
Do they care!
Death is more beautiful than that feeling
Just think how cruel the desert is!
Even the tears are dried,
And heart lies in thirst
Survival is crucial when oxygen is expensive.
Why that holy turns into devil
When Ignoring is a dagger,
Leaving is as same as death.
None told you to come closer.
And you deed turn into blackmailing the soul.
How can you do this!
Mercy please! Soul is about to brust,
It's hurting more than that surgery!
officially I don't panic, personally I do.
Hey! take off and free the soul.
Cause reality check has lost the sympathy.

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Haan badal Gaye Hain hum,
Taqdeer ne jese chaha,
Hone lage hain hum
Oosko badalne chale the jaroor,
meh khud seh hogayi rubaroo
Meri akho meh sach na dhoonda Karo
Jhoot toh meri batto meh hai
Kabhi idhar to kabhi oodhar.
Chalo dete hain ijajat tumhe,
Joh chahate ho kehe loh hume
kisi din waqt ho toh suna jaroor
Meh kisshe atche soona leti hu
lekin kabhi na puchna esa kyu
Insaan binna batt k hi samaj leti hu
Haal chaal meh kya rakha hain,
Atche toh hum Dil seh hain.
Hum thik hain bolne k liye,
Mere pass waqt hi kaha hain.

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I am not even sure,
How I think turns out overthink.
If I have peace in my card,
When will it get into my hands.
My good people cry for my life
One day, I won't listen to you,
When my mind and heart had a war
You know I lost there.
I just want to close my eyes.
When You see my resume!
you won't find my way.
"You lost the respect", now i say!
The day I urge for peace,
You handover me your lists.

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Why me will always be my complaint.
I urge for simple thing.
In return I always sacrifice a lot.
They call me, overthinker,
Will you give me a break.
So that I can turn to normal.
You do as you wish.
Again you made me to do accordingly,
Can I breathe for myself,
Or I am alive to serve you as a puppet.
I have bucket of lists.
Who gave you permission to kill my dreams.
For silly things I need to beg,
Why don't you set me free.
Even I want to feel my unseen wings.
You have seen my outer wounds,
Just, wanna heel from everything
Tell me, how will I overcome from the inner pain.
And why I am the one always hurt.
Is this my punishment?
Well, let me know my sin.
Why my shoes are always heavy.
Now my tears are also soaked.
How far I need to go just to seek my peace.
Okay what is the cost for the peace.
Should I need to sacrifice my whole life.

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Those days are still in my wishlist,
To live it again,
I don't believe in curse,
However, i fear to say goodbye
I know, I need to be honest with you.
But how! i fear to lose you.
I may seemed to be impatient.
Little heart! you are unknown to this patient.
I am scared to face the hate
I can't risks the sense,
But again I can lie you continuously.
Because I know reality is tricky.
And the situation will tear you out.
Forgive me, so far I can lie only you.
Cause someday breathing will stopped.
Realising will be in the top.
I will share on the day,
If you see and try to listen to me.
Promise! things will change.
Tears will be mine.
Obviously! Pain will be shared.

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When you have time,
Used it properly.
Because everyone doesn't get it.
When you love someone,
Show it.
Because after their gone,
It's of no use, being regretted.
Counting stars, is wasting a time.
Betraying is choosing your path.
Hurting yourself is,
Hiding your weakness.
Life is not fair to everyone.
Say sorry , and be forgotten.

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Treat me according to your mood,
It's okay!
Hurt me with your unspoken words,
Ahh, still it's okay!
Ignore me like a bits of paper,
Well, again it's okay!
You do it often.
I won't ask you the reason.
Because I realised
I never meant to be lived happily.

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Naruto, the boy who has nothing,
Still manage to smile.

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If you ever feel unwanted.
Free them and watch their activities.

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Sometimes it's uneasy to get Connected to our soul.
Specially when we blame ourself,
And treat ourselves harshly,
Loss all the control and
bow down to someone's superiority.
Where experience says you are worthy,
Still we ignore it and insult ourselves.
Well, let's think about it.
third soul can't use us accordingly
Let's win our pride again.
Because it's all about now or never.

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