Ages ago, when her heart bled, she deleted the rosy last love from her phone thinking they were thorns,
Still the thorns remained as they were in her heart,
Pricking her heart and making her afraid of feeling love again...

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Several times I feel like pushing people away,
I'm dead and don't want to rub it off on others I care for you see,
But my life's has a amusing genre you see,
Tragedy-comedy its called,
Cause there has to be someone for you to push away..
See?

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I wish I had that ability to cry,
To let it out,
But it festers inside me,
And dies slowly and painfully,
But not before killing a part of me,
Every time, Every day, Every Moment.

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You helped without any expectations,
Cared without any expectations,
You told yourself that so what if she doesn't, I do,
But you wanted some warmth, why not, you're human, and ofcourse you turned to her,
When you didn't get any, you felt angry at her,
And why wouldn't you, the bitter truth is its difficult to not have any expectations,
Your life was intertwined with her,
But you were not strong enough to keep going like that,
And it is what it is,
You know you can't make someone love you, and that's what you'd tell her too,
Time is precious, and you have needs too,
Can't help her if you're hurting yourself,
Time to move on to someone else to care for,
Hope that someone will care for you too...

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You smooth your pitch perfect black hair,
And teasing you they slide back on your face,
You smooth them again and they slide back again,
Oh, How my heart ruffles seeing this cycle...

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The perks of acceptance of difficult feelings rather than their avoidance is that it may give more pain,
But it paves a way to less suffering...

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The light at the end of the tunnel is just a cruel fairy tale,
It's the light lining its dark walls that you need to seek...

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Every moment that passes,
Every second that ticks,
I'm reminded that life has nothing good left to offer me,
It just toys with me and bullies me.
I have nothing left in me to fight it back anymore.
It scares me, but it is the truth...

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Sometimes we hit such a low in life that our failures becomes the only important happening event in our life,
We embrace them, share them and repeat them in our head again and again hoping it would feel good, as if we have achieved something,
But it will never do cause its harder to succeed than it is to fail,
But much more satisfying.

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From the shadowy corner of the classroom,
I saw her sitting in the front in her obsidian aura,
I took her in with my giddy heart,
'WHERE IS YOUR ATTENTION, COME SIT IN THE FRONT', the teacher shouted at me and broke my trance,
I obliged and going front I saw two seats,
One was besides her and before I chickened out, I sat there,
Heart swaying and body quivering,
I sat there still as a statue thinking of something cheeky to say once class was over,
Bell rang and while taking five seconds to muster the courage,
She was gone.
Dumbfounded, relieved and disheartened, I sighed,
But got up smiling, for tomorrow was yet to come and I was about to become a very talkative boy in class

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