And here I am, undoing the habit of calling myself by the name he used to me by.

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He was sad because he hurt me, not because I was hurt.

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“I wanted to end things — until my anxiety made me gasp for air and reminded me how badly I wanted to live.”

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I just want to vomit the ache I feel in my chest

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Today is their 6m anniversary, and this makes me think about the gift I never received. After the departure, all I crave for is the pair of earrings that I liked over many other options sent to me. As I said, it wasn't gifted to me. May be they were never meant for me.
I wonder what he did with those now. Kept it safe somewhere only he knew? or gifted to his wife... maybe he put them on her with his own hands.
I wonder if she goes : "Great choice", would he say: "I know?!"

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I was accused for not being enough ,
& now my pen fills the discrepancies...

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I was starving I thought ,
& When I met you I realized
I had so much to give .
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Is it bcz u leaned on to me ?
Or I already had much to give ?

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And Do not
misinterpret
The coincidences
For signs.

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And the Nearest lights
produce
the darkest shadows .

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pain is the only thing that connects people miles apart &people separated by Time and space

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