Sometimes,
A little chaos clears the air
A touch of betrayal teaches care
A few tears can fall
A fractured heart can still be whole
Rejection passes through
And regret reminds us what we once missed.
But loneliness—
that silent ache—
is the only thing
that never finds a place to belong..

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I don't expect you to heal me but I hope you will find the broken pieces..

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I still wait for you,
To be the first notification on my phone,
To be the first person I see in the morning,
To be the reason for my smile,
To be the comfort for my tears..

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I wish this silence could talk to me
I wish the void could fill my heart with joy
I wish the tears could make me smile
I wish the wounds could heal my body..

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Give me strength to feed my fear
Give me strength to sway in my nightmares
Give me strength to nourish the melancholy
Give me strength to devour my soul..

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I wish I could tear down every part of me
I wish I could stop every breath I take
I wish I could pause every heart beat
Until I feel no more pain..

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My prayers go unheard
My mistakes never forgiven
My dreams crushed forever
My hopes remain shattered
And I only wished for a survival
But..
I became a pointed needle and punctured myself
I became a serpent that poisoned itself
I became a tree that grew thorns
I became a music that wandered unnoticed

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It’s been a long time I have been faking it
I have been faking, pretending
A person who has been stripped off from it
Is only left with a choice of pretending
Pretending to love
Pretending to be in love..

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The voice echoes in my ears
The whirling wind tangles my hair
The running dust fills my eyes
The heart sighs out of fear
And then a fainted silence calms me down..

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I hate this silence
The silence that abhors to see me happy
That hauls me to void,
That shatters me and consumes all my pieces like it was starving
As it consumes my body, it fails to consume my thoughts,
It fails to consume the emptiness in my heart
And those untouched things try to find a body again
But they settle in all the places I had once been..

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