There are nights that I wept,
There are days when I was left,
There were moments where I didn't
Have someone to call
A mother, A father, A soulmate
There were times
I was broken by my own kind
But, amidst all there
Was someone who
I kept talking to
In my mind,
Mostly in my heart
Still weeping a tear or two,
But with the affirmation
That there is someone beyond this universe
No matter how far or how close
Is just a thought away!
In fact, never away-
I didn't want to be this,
But, I had to and I am sorry
It's not that I cannot be this,
It's just that I don't want to
I might not be like them,
But, at least I know I am me
You can still judge me if you want to
But, in the end it's still me
I live by choice and not the crowd
May be you would never be proud
But, in the end it's who I am
Not a soul who is meant to be bound-
Male Ego v/s Female Attitude
*Female Attitude refers to desire of being loved, desire to be understood, desire of being heard
Alas! Male Ego wins.
- Little things between life and death-
Strange are the ways of Guru/Universe/Divine
Remember, that thing you are lured to have
VERSUS
The thing your heart desires
Are completely opposite
He never gives an easy way
Yogmaya always comes in between your desire and lure
And it's you, who make a choice
If you surpass that, you definitely shall be rewarded. If you don't, you shall be rewarded with a lesson
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Unconditional Love:
Helps you fight internal dragons and external cyclones
Those who cross the dungeons and oceans
Do not fear to fall
Faith upholds all
- Little Things between Life and Death-
I exist and I still don't exist
I am in this body, yet I am not this body
Beyond words and far away from reality
There lies unexplained mysteries
Oh Lord!
When I close my eyes tonight
Let the outer appearance disappear
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The only thing I ever wanted
Since I started my spiritual journey
Was to die without regrets and have a peaceful death
Sounds crazy eh!
But let's picture this when we know faith
Has an important role to play
And that life has to end someday
Wouldn't it be better to say
"I gave my best"
Leave the outcomes to rest
I may break, fall and fail
But at least I know Faith will prevail-
There are stories, I want to share
But, there are these pieces of my heart
That needs repair
A broken trust, a broken conversation
"Social gatherings", that replaced
"Anything can happen over coffee" notions
- Little things between Life and Death-
Birth... Life...Education...Career... Love.... Marriage...Children... Death...
We spend half of our lives
Trying to establish ourself
Ignoring, Disrespecting people in our life
And focusing on materialistic values
The other half, when we finally
See and try to rise over the above
Life surprises and says
"Fullstop"!
- Little things between Life and Death
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