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рдЗрд╕реА рдмрд╣рд╛рдиреЗ рд╣реА рд╕рд╣реА, рдЙрд╕рдХрд╛ рддреЛ рдирд╛рдо рд╣реЛ рдЧрдпрд╛ред-
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рдЭреВрдареА рдмрд╛рддреЛрдВ рдкрд░ рдЬреЛ рд╡рд╛рд╣ рдХрд░реЗрдВрдЧреЗ,
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It'll be weird seeing him again. It'll be like "revisiting a memory that you thought you'd forgotten. His physique will be stronger, or weaker, his beard will have changed, hair always does. His eyes will be the same. Hearing his voice will be like going back to the place you used to live. Being close to him will be strange. He'll say something like, "you look well," and you'll reply with a "thanks, you too. And it'll feel like death, like an iron fist around your heart. And then he'll point to your dress and say, "is that new?" and you won't have the heart to say you bought it seven months ago after he left, so instead you say, "I haven't worn it around you before." When he emits a small laugh you'l feel the tiniest ounce of pride of he still finds you funny. When he's telling you about his new life you'll find your mind wandering into places you didn't think mattered anymore. Places like, was he in love now and was he being treated well? Places like, did he ever miss you, and in and amongst all of his living ,did he ever consider coming back?
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Tum humse door hi rehte toh acha hota,
Tum bekasoor hi rehte toh acha hota.
Kash woh Reshmi zulfe tumahari hawa mein na udi hoti
Kash ussdin hawa hi na chali hoti.
Kash tumne mera woh pehla call hi na uthaya hota,
Kash uss roj mere phone mein network hi na aaya hota.
Jaane kyu khud se zyada Jaan liya tujhe ,
Kash hum ajnabee rehte toh acha hota.-
Akele hum shamil nhi iss jurm mein,
Jab nazrein mili toh muskuraye tum bhi the.-
Zindagi mein jo log sabse khaas hote hain,
Wo kuch pal k liye hi paas hote hain.-
Aaj maine khana fek diya
Roti thori sukhi thi
Zara izzat se fekna sahab
Meri beti kal se bhuki thi.-