You can call me fool coz I dont react how bad they are to me, how dumb they think of me for being genuine....I am not changing, my kind humbleness is my strength, treat me as bad as u want I'll go pass smiling around you...

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Being chaotic is my way of surviving, rather having luxury of calmness

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I saw a new you, the new person different from what I perceived, what I wanted but somehow exactly what i needed.

You opened to me partially, chapter to chapter, it made my curiousity a continuous work. The urge to know you more made me stay.

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Yes i mean it... I replied

Naah, you just say not act, words have no meaning when there's no action... he claimed

But what should I do to make you believe, words is all i have, I never lied...I meant what I said....I asked

Then why this is not working out....he asked

I have my fears, I have issues, this attachment is scary...I replied

R u fckin someone else, he questioned

Does it matter? I asked

Yeah because this is the only thing I find reasonable,he said..

But u said whts between us is way more than sex, and whatever I told u what I feel about you was never about sex, so how does that lying or cheating..... I wanted to reply but he never heared

I cant treat u casual coz i do feel for you..
I really meant what I said..... I wasn't able to say .

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Nothing ends on a good note,he replied.
Why not, why can't we just stop talking with no bad feelings, I questioned.

He said, there will be always a door opened for one who wants to talk, there won't be any closure. I replied Nothing...

I wanted to say, " a good note is a window instead, where we can come and still feel the presence and cherish what we had once and that will be the best closure".

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तेरी सोहबत के फूल , मेरे आंगन में खिलते हैं,,
करते बगावत परिंदों से रोज दिखते हैं,,
हरा, लाल , गुलाबी, सब रंग है शामिल,
तेरे एतबार को,तेरे छूने से महकते हैं।

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वैसा पाओगे अभी ,
गर खिड़कियों पे मेरे आओगे कभी
थी आरज़ू मेरी तुम रुठना नहीं ,
रुठे तो न जाना जाना जाना फ़िर कभी,
मिलने आये थे कई मुझसे आये तुम नहीं
बाद में जो आये मुझको पाओगे वहीं,
देखोगे कि क्या बदला है तो मिलेगा नहीं,
क्योंकि जैसा छोड़ के गये थे
वैसा पाओगे अभी.

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Maybe I am tough,impractical
But loved you hard I'm that girl,
You never understood my words ,
my anger seemed u hundred swords,
Tearing apart coz expected from you
You thought to stick it with a glue,
I wanted you to put efforts so high
but you let me for cry till die
I love you but can't leave respect
I was just a fool in your perspect...

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खामोशियों के शोर में
मै शोर, खामोश हूँ।
जो सुन सको तो होश में,
नहीं तो मै बेहोश हूँ।
निशा मे चाँदनी के तेज में,
मै उस चाँद का दोष हूँ।
रख सको तो रागिनी,
नहीं तो खाली कोश हूँ।।

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you really have two options, either put efforts to stop or to let go, you just can't be silent and just wait for everything getting ok automatically. — % &

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