Tomorrow night
When you will call.
Stay silent for a while
Let me hold on to your breath
And feel the most you have ever said.
They say
The rain will hit the city tomorrow
Let me feel you on me on that very day.
The sins of always
Will wash itself when i hear your heartbeat
For me in most unexpected.
I am tired of living a lie
And tomorrow that lie ends
In most unexpected.
We will cross each other again
And this time
You will fall in
While i move deeper
Beneath all darkness of us
I will find the light that shines love
And only love.
The hatret will vanquish
And i will leave again
But this time not with anger and tears
Not hiding myself behind the sadness and void
You left behind.
I will live this time
In the glory of you,
In the new found love that sparked
7 lifetimes ago.
Tomorrow night when you come
To me again, i will remain silent for you
And me,
To hear the most we ever spoke.
-
In my memory
Once we said goodbye
Like we meant it.
Unlike now, not in anger
Or sadness,
Maybe a guilt too.
But then you promised me
You will call me once everytime
The calender was on 3rd,
Stuck to the memories
Of where and when it all begin.
I still cling to that hope,
Those words
The love and everything in between.
Somewhere lost
In every hate, there is still
Love,
A love beyond ifs and buts.
A us beyond every truth and lie.
I still have a thought
Of how long before you
Decide to look for me again.
If i will see my life calling again
Or maybe standing in front me
With a smile and shades on eyes.
Maybe it will be a random 3rd again
And we will cross path again,
We will find us again.
-
Ab mann liya maine
Tu laut kar nahi aayega
Mere kahani me.
Ab yeh kahani
Adhuri hi reh gayi.
Tu to apna kirdar nibha gya
Par me kahi peeche reh gyi.
Tere rah dekhti reh gyi.
Me sab kuch bhula hi na saki
Apna pyaar tujpe yuhi lutati reh gyi.
Mere sare aarman ab yuhi
Adhure reh gyi
Hamari kahani puri hoke bhi
Adhoori reh gayi
Me khushiyan ab bun hi nahi payi.
Me tere hoke kahi
Bichad gyi.
Na me premika ban paye
Na me tere puja kar paye
Tere naam se khud jod kr bhi
Me adhoori reh gyi.
Ab mann liya maine tu laut kar nahi aayega
Aur yahi hamari kahani reh gyi
Me tere hoke bhi
Tujse dur hi rehi.
Bas yehi kahani ha hamari
Tu laut kar aaya nahi
Aur me tera intezar karti reh gyi.-
Ab jab tum aane ko ho
Mere sath apni duniya
Sajane ko ho.
Aana tum waise hi jaise
Maine tumhe dekha ha,
Jaise tm mujse phele bar milne the
Wo jab tm mere liye 2 pal thehr gye the
Kuch bolne aur kuch sunnale
Ek sache se jooth me
Mujhe khud se jodne.
Bas waise hi aana.
Jab aao to mere liye
Wahi shant sa ladka ban aana,
Wahi apne idhar udhar ki baatein le aana,
Mere liye apne dil me ek yaad le aana
Mujhe dubara apne piche baithe ke
Sab se dur kuch pal de jana.
Jab aana tum mere subh ban kar aana,
Mere nazro se khud ko dekhne aana,
Mere duphar se rat tak ka safar ban jana,
Me tere ho jau bas ek aisa ek khawab dekha jana.
Kuch unkahi khawahishein ha meri,
Kuch puri kar jana kuch adhuri chor jana,
Dubara milne ka ek unkaha wada de jana
Ek umeed dena kuch khawahish ke liye
Tm dubara bas laut aana.-
Ek alwida kehne ko bhi nai aaya
Tu,
Tere lautne ki umeed me
Baithi reh gayi me,
Me to tere rah dekhti reh gayi.
Ek zindagi bitane ka khawab adhura reh gaya
Yaha ek rat zindagi si lag rehe.
Mera sajna reh gaya, wo
Tere awaj me dil ko thamna tha,
Khud ki siskiyo ko thama ha ab.
Tu kyu nahi aaya laut kr,
Yeh sawal ab kuch bhari sa laag raha,
Ek alwida kehne ko hi laut aata tu
Us alwida ke sath tu mujhe bhi riha kar deta
Tu laut aata
Kuch pal mere liye sukoon lata,
Ek taufa Lata, kuch beetein yaadein lata,
Ek unkaha sa wada lata
Mere liye me apne aanchal me samet
na pati utni khushiya lata,
Tu mere liye ek bar to laut aata
Par tu aaya hi nahi laut kar.-
Aaj rat jab tu laut kar aayega
Mere pass
To ek khamoshi leke aana
Me tere ankho me
Sare sitare dekh lungi
Tu pas palke mat jhapkana
Kuch aaram ha mere unhe saja aana
Mujse milna ka wada bhi nibhana
Me tere rah me hu ab bhi
Aaj rat tujhe lautna ha
Mere aankhe ab thak gye ha
Tere rah pe
Yeh dil ab tere awaj me khona chahta ha
Tujhe ek pal ab dekhna chahta ha
Me apne har khawab ko jee lungi
Tere hone ke liye ab
Me sab kabool kar lungi
Tujhe paya bhi ha
Aur khoya bhi ha
Ab kho kar pana baki ha
Aj jab tu laut kr aayega
Bas mere ban kr aana.-
Can i replay the night that changed us?
Every bit of it-
on the night of january third
the night was cold
And we were young
Drunk on every idea
Sin and desire.
Between the words and lsughter exchanged,
Our eyes met and we stopped.
How we danced maybe to one beat
And how time stopped when We kissed.
How my soul left my body,
Searched for lust.
entangled with every twist and turn
And the stars witnessed union of years
The dark night captured every moment of it
The walls heard Silence and love beneath.
It was us, our first kiss and
Wait of Eternity all together.-
In your laughter i found my home
And heart beating in the rhythm of your voice
Calm and sober enough to rest my restlessness.
Gazing your eyes from far
Those who looked me beyond my reds and fears
How soon from nothing to everything changed
I rest in the arms where i fit more than fine
I win every untold battle
All the wars ends fine when it's you
My voice finds all perfects
In your silence
And my silence finds hope in your words
In you i found my every dream coming true
Even those which never came up until now
Every part of me, every thought of you
Whole of me now Craves for you
Look for you
Feel you even when it's nowhere you
Like you are in me
Or maybe now that i am all you with and not me.-
In the silence you left behind
I look for you everywhere
Everytime
At every corner.
I look for your words
When i want to speak.
I look for you everywhere
Every place
Everything reminds me of you,
I remind me of you.
I feel all the what ifs
I hear your thoughts
Loud and clear
I see your reflection in the mirror
I skip a beat there.
My world stops by
When i see someone
Wearing your glasses or
Dressed like you.
Riding the white wheels or
The beast you drive.
I see you in the breaths i take
I find your crawling in my
Very skin.
I see all, feel all
But never your love.
I see the past we walked,
I see you there
Smiling and laughing
I live a life again but i never
Saw you love
And now
In the silence you left behind
I look for you every where every place
Everytime
And for the love which you never did.-