I feel like running away from you...

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I feel like I'm losing myself ...
My identity is fading...
You are fine tuning me to someone else who I'm not... Whom I myself don't even know..
You say you love me...
And then you change me...
If u want to change me... What have u loved in me..
You want me to change the way I talk with u...
You want me to change the way I dress... I walk.. I eat every single thing...
You always complain about me being negative
How positive do u think u r...
You are the first person I fear for...
You are the first person whose presence makes me uncomfortable...
In a one liner... I lost myself in order to fit your space

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In the process of making peace with you...
I started losing myself...
In the process of making you happy...
I started losing my happiness...
In the process of getting close with you...
I started moving away from myself...
In the process of loving you...
I started hating myself....

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If I deserve the best then I'm proud and happy to say that you are the bestest of all that had ever happened to me

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What will be my mentality when my Grey's peep
Who will be my priority when my Grey's peep
Where would I live when my Grey's peel
How will I look when my Grey's peep
Everything about me would have changed
From head to toe
From mentality to morality
From everything to anything

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It was a railway station canteen..I got a packet of gems...
My eyes twinkled when I opened it and started munching one after another
The train came I boarded
The packet had 5 gems chocolate
I took it all out and stuffed it in my mouth..I was happy until I met a cute and soft eye.. drooling mouth n a hand that was pointed towards me ...
It was a 2 year old baby boy...
Suddenly I felt bad... I shouldn't have had all the chocolate... Those cute little mouth deserved some...
But he was ok within minutes... Later he started playing Peekaboo...
Kids are pure bliss

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I think I'm cruel
"CRUEL"
In a way..
Not by words,
Not by actions,
But by thoughts.....

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I'm lucky I got you...
I'm lucky I got someone who loves me 24/7
Im lucky i got you who is ready to sacrifice your love for my sake
I'm lucky I got you who cares for me more than I care for them..
I'm lucky I got you who notice even a small sadness in me n change me make me happy
I'm lucky I got you who even ignores work for me..
I'm lucky I got you who is always romantic n stay stuff to which I always blush..
I'm lucky I got you who always suprise me with cute little things
I'm lucky I got you who can't see me crying
I'm lucky I got you who will never see another girl... Cause your loyal to your lady
I'm lucky I got you who take cares of my health n fitness
I'm lucky I got you who never leaves me coz u love me madly
I'm lucky I got u .... I'm sorry for not validating you ... I'm sorry I always fight... I'm sorry I always expect...
Thanks for choosing me being with me tolerating me loveing me

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I'm happy that you occupy my day from dawn to dust
may it be
calls or thoughts...

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What should be my reason to mourn
Should I mourn for your lose
Should I mourn for the new clause
Should I mourn for my move
Should I mourn for the heavy dew
I mourn n mourn n mourn in solitary ...
I mourn n mourn n mourn in silence....
I mourn n mourn n mourn for those beautiful memories....
I mourn n mourn m mourn for all these new events...

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