Oh! How it feels to be complete
For me, it was always an idea so obsolete
They tarnished a budding mind with aspersions
Teaching it to act as per external validations
Wandering in the grassland of imperfections
It was constantly puzzled with the notion of perfect perceptions
And from the very beginning, it learned to survive rather than live
Feeding the wants of others, it even forgot to breathe
And when a child grows precociously
Even the soft hearted turns to act ferociously
And one day knocked down by the ironies
The blossomed mind questioned the bullies
The bullies who masked themselves as the loved ones
"Are they really concerned or just people with guns?"
Cz every word of theirs left me bleeding
But it's time to build a cocoon and start healing!
And as the evolved mind emerged out of the nest
It already knew it was all going to turn out to be the best!
It no longer sought other smiles to feel joy
Cz it stopped being the fancies toy!
Oh! How it feels to be complete
For me, it was no longer an idea so obsolete-
Oh! How it feels to be complete
For me, it was always an idea so obsolete
They tarnished a budding mind with aspersions
Teaching it to act as per external validations
Wandering in the grassland of imperfections
It was constantly puzzled with the notion of perfect perceptions
And from the very beginning, it learned to survive rather than live
Feeding the wants of others, it even forgot to breathe
And when a child grows precociously
Even the soft hearted turns to act ferociously
And one day knocked down by the ironies
The blossomed mind questioned the bullies
The bullies who masked themselves as the loved ones
"Are they really concerned or just people with guns?"
Cz every word of theirs left me bleeding
But it's time to build a cocoon and start healing!
And as the evolved mind emerged out of the nest
It already knew it was all going to turn out to be the best!
It no longer sought other smiles to feel joy
Cz it stopped being the fancies toy!
Oh! How it feels to be complete
For me, it was no longer an idea so obsolete
-nikita-
Tum aakr paas baitho toh zara
Pyaali chai ki baton toh zara
Kuch sunna hmari, kuch tumhari sunenge
Kisse kuch gum k toh kuch khushi k baant lenge
Bas jaldi, naa jane, ki tum yun karna
Seher hai sawan ki iska sukoon tum mehsoos krna
Girti baarish ki boondo ko dekh khud ko madhosh tum paoge
Halchal mann ki achal hote paoge
Aye jb saundhi si muskan chehre pr
Toh samjhna khud ko paripurn hota tum paoge
-
Badhte inn palo k sath badhti raat ki gehraiya hai
Gehri inn raato m uljhe hue se kuch khayal hai
Khayal kuch ese jo badhate mann ki bechaini hai
Bechaini bhi yun jo krti khawabo par parda hai
Pardo se dhake in khwabon mai kho jana hai
Khokar hi shi in niraakar khwabo k har pal ko sakar karna hai-
Under the dense sky
Embraced with my thoughts I lie,
Admist the dark clouds, a star shine so bright
That it casts away all my doubts and fright,
I wonder about the struggle it takes
For the light to cut darkness by biding all its stakes,
For the star to mark its existence, is no less than a gamble
And as i perceive this, all my thoughts start aligning like words in a scramble.
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Yet another day with more empty pages to fill
Dear diary I have many little secrets to spill
Its the calendar that changes
But me coming to you has been constant since ages
All the masks I wear through the day
You make them hard to stay
With all the chatter around
You embrace me with solace thats so profound-
किसी एक कोने से कुछ ख्याल झाँक रहे है
बंद खिड़कियों के दरवाज़े खड़खड़ा रहे है|
पूँछ रहें है मुझसे क्यूँ कैद है हम
जवाब इतना ही मेरे पास क्योकि लव्ज़ है कम|
देखते ही चहरे जाने फहचाने से
कूदते है ये खूब ज़ोरो से|
इन्हे फिर से मै रोक देती हूँ
बयाँ करने से खुद को भी थाम लेती हूँ|
घूमते है ये बड़बड़ाते हुएँ
दिल-ओ-दिमाग के हर कोने से टकराते हुएँ|
बस बेबस से है ये युँ कह लो
कोशिश कितनी ही क्युँ न कर लो|
ख्याल जो होते हैं बंद किन्ही कोने में
शोर मचाते ही है दिल-ओ-दिमाग के बंद कमरो में|
तो क्युँ न थोड़ी कोशिश और की जाएँ
बंधन से इन्हे आज़ाद किया जाएँ
कम लव्ज़ो से ही सही अपने करीबी किसी से बयाँ किया जाएँ|-
'Entangled'
Woven in the ties of unspoken feelings
Entagled I am in the unseen cuflinks
Laden with unwritten bonds
Entangled I am in the unsung songs
Stuck in the mesh of unresolved conflicts
Entangled I am in the unthoughtful wits
Lost in the roads of uncanny norms
Entangled I am in the unsettling storms
Lead to follow the book of unset rules
Entangled I am in the undone dues
Sworn to the strings of unsaid vows
Entangled I am in the unclear hows
Blured vision in the mist of cloudy thougts
Entangled I am in the biases of my own sorts
Promised myself a boon
Entangled knots to unravel soon
-
कोई लेख ऐसा लिखा जाता है
जो सदियों तक याद रह जाता है
कोई लेख अपनी लिपि मे ही उलझ-सा जाता है
कोई अपने कर्म की लिखावट से परिपूर्ण खुद को पाता है
कोई दूसरो की गलतियों का हिसाब लिखता-मिटाता है
ये तकदीर भी अजीब ही चीज़ है
जड़ मजबूत कर किसी को पौधे से पेड़ बना देती है
और जब पलटी खाए तो कोसो फैली जड़ो को उखाड फेंक देती है
कोई निरंतर मेहनत कर भी पाता नही मन्नत दिल की
किसी को बिना कुछ किए ही मिल जाती शौहरत सारी इस जहान की
कोई अपनी लिखी तकदीर ही नही पढ़ पाता
किसी को अपनी तकदीर ही लिखने का मौका नही मिल पाता
वाह री! तकदीर तू भी कितनी खुदगर्ज़ है
जिसके नाम लिखी जाती है, उसको ही अपनी मर्ज़ी से बनाती या बिगाड़ती है
तेरी लिखावट तो समझा नही आजतक कोई
बस कोशिश इतनी की जा सकती है
सब्र और सहनशीलता से तेरे बदलने की आशा रखी जा सकती है-