Grateful to God and those people who came through in the testing times!

God has its own ways to show true colours of people around you!

The people who stood by are nothing less than God emanating through them!

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You kept calling my name….
Begging for a chance!

I left without saying a word!

Almost a decade later…..

Karma played its card….

It’s me who kept calling your name….
Begging for that chance from years ago….
You had that lingering fondness but slowly slipped away!

Is this the end?!

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In the moment of the lowest point in life…
A realisation struck upon me…
We never really grow up…
There is a children’s heart in our old souls…
Always needing the care of parents…
No matter how much old we grow up to be!

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While everything and everyone in life has moved on…
Here I am still stuck in between our moments of oblivion…
While time has fast tracked….
Here I am still left in lurch in a moment from half a decade ago!

Is it just me???

What would we know?!
What would we know?!
And How would we know it for sure??

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Once he said, “You are amazing?”
She said, “Nah! It’s your gaze which finds me amazing….”

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Your gaze…
Your hold…
That moment….
Everything just vanished into dust with that spot…

Why did my heart stop?
Why was there an urge to cry and scream?
Why did I rush to see the ruins?!

For one last faint re-imagination of what could have been..
May be
May be
May be

And I wanted you to know…

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The chirping birds at the dawn…
The gentle breeze during dusk…
The liberty to just be….
The sense of being…
The moment of realisation!
At last this matters for inner solace ✨

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Talent dies where Nepotism grows!

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Whenever I close my eyes…
I still see those tears gently rolling down your left cheek…
Your glance faintly looking for any words of affirmation!
But little did I know….
That was a start of trains of bad decisions!
Only if I could go back to that moment just once …

You know what’s left of it now?
Just that guilt…
And
Re-living that moment over and over again in my head!

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Fear of calling someone the best…
As soon as I called you my best…
I lost you?!
Was it fate or me?!
Or it never existed…
Was it just me trying too hard?!
Sometimes it makes sense …
While sometimes it’s blown out of proportions …
Sometimes I wanna reach out…
But then the reality keeps a check on me somehow!

Dear oh Dear
Do you even fathom ?
Years have went by …
But your words still rings horror in my ears, mind and soul
It broke me inside out!

I guess ..!
I am nothing but an alternative at the time of your need
Now no longer in equation..
Why did i even considered you my person?


But I believe
I can’t lose
What I never had it in the first place!

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