Some days while I'm lying here
I look for your eyes
under the black sky
I search for your words
Under the layers of clouds that are bone dry
Some days I search for you in the rain
I've never found you
So I just drown in the pain
Some days I search the dusty ground
Yet I never hear the sound of your voice
We both made our choice

But I still miss you
Like the desert misses morning dew
So some days I stare at the rainbow
In all of its radiant hues

All I can do is think of you
I'm wondering do you have a clue
Just how much I love you
Then unfortunately I reflect back
Everything goes black
So most days I dream of death
Please take my last breath
Breathe me in that I may feel your soul
Make me whole
Before eternity's bell tolls

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I know my love was not enough for her
But,
I understood my prayers were enough for her happy life

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No one will ever no the violence it took to become this gentle.

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Thank me later:

I had to stay quiet
To keep them & when
I spoke it ended...

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Thank me later:

Don't make the promises and show
Hope's if you can't keep them...

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What hurts the most??

They leave you with no explanation...💔

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You miss them but
There is nothing you
Can do about it

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You are happier when
You do things from love,
Not for love

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In this world everyone
Will give you tension,
But trust me,
I will give you all the attention

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Thank me later:

Most relationships fail because,
we spend too much time
pointing out each other’s
mistakes and not enough
time enjoy each other’s company.

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