Still a puzzle for me.
Things were fine till last meeting.
All your instructions been followed.
Life itself has become a puzzle.-
It's so painful,just like entering back into the tunnel.Sometimes I question God,why you have created such useless person like me?
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My body is weeping after knowing that I have hurt my angel.
Kaash hume pahle pata chal paata.
Itna sab hogaya aur humen khabar bhi nahi.
I know onething,I can never hurt a humble soul like you intentionally.
Wherever I made blunder,please forgive me.You are a rare gem,I respect you and am blessed to get your support,you are the reason I am alive today.You have been the sun for me when I was passing the tunnel.To show respect,I am quitting writing from today.Please cheerup.I was in trauma.Whole perspective of a person changes when in trauma n out of it.If there is any other way out let me know.But I can't afford to see such a great mentor,teacher,writer, administrator,gentleman in pain.-
One day suddenly a storm hit a noble soul,
Testing his patience, resilience and peace of mind
He was under immense stress.
But he sailed through the storm calmly and tactfully.
What was the fault of that gentleman,nothing.
That Storm is now saying sorry,feeling guilty,if cud hav been possible from preventing it.Storm cud feel that pain.-
जिंदगी, अब थक चुकी हूं तुमसे
बेजान सा कब तक पड़े रहोगे,
आँसू तुम कब तक बहते रहोगे,
झूठी हो तुम, उठ गया है विश्वास तुमसे|-
When her eyes stopped raining,
got exhausted and dry.
When she chose to keep quite,
over drama and fight.
Then came man's cry,
like a child in a plight.
She couldn't hold her tears.-
She was left in tears and pain,
Went into long empty loud silence,
Suddenly he wants her back.
Now she is appreciated and shown some respect.
But she is terrified,the chaos within is tough to handle.
She doesn't want to cry more.
God give her strength and guidance.-
His motivation saved her today,
She was almost like near to death.
Indebted with his humbleness
Knowing the truth,when she assumed he left,
He was still there,taking care in his own way.
Thankyou for being with her.-
My sincere apology to my angel.
Didn't mean to offend and bring in all drama.
You were the only one by my side when I was deserted in my toughest time.
You worked hard to build in resilience and strength in me,which even medicines and counselling failed to do.
Student followed all instructions of the teacher faithfully.
Healer healed the healee with his pure selfless well wishes ,expecting nothing in return.
You brought me back on track when I lost.
You were strict and humble as required.
But assuming you have left my side,I
panicked,my world shattered.
Now hard to breathe,frozen,broken.
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