How am I not supposed to miss, those jolly days, when you were mine
When the sun would shine and the rains drenched me with joy
When there were stories all around me but yours were my favourite.. and I would listen to you all night long..
When every song reminded me of you..
And you were there in every thought of mine..
Darling, I so miss those times..
Maybe that's what first love feels like..
Maybe that's what I'll be missing for the rest of my life..

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If I ever see a shooting star
I'm gonna wish for this moment to just stop
For a break
For a breath
For me to finally find some relief,
If I ever see a shooting star
I'm gonna wish for some peace..
Peace that I once felt in your sweet arms..
When I slept with the cold breeze kissing my face;
Peace that I found in your bewitching charms,
As I looked into your deep brown eyes only to shy away;
Peace that I dream to find every single night,
Peace that I lost forever
When you walked out of the door
For that very last time..
But I've still kept the doors open,
Cuz if I ever see a shooting star
I know the only wish my heart would want to make
Is for you to be mine again..

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I was waiting for the sun to set last evening
Cuz someone told me of the exceptional colours that you might see..
Pinks, and purples, cians, and blues
And some more of my favourite favourite hues,
And I though I'd be so happy to see the sky in its best views..
But when the time really came,
I could only think of those ocean eyes that I once knew..
And as the sun set down the sea, in front of me..
All I could think of
Was you..

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I saw you again today,
A daydream it probably was
Your eyes gazed into mine, the time had stopped
My heart has never felt this way!
Yes I've been in love before
But this time,
I bet it's something greater than that
You're not mine to be, not even a chance,
Yet I see myself in your safe arms,
Every time I close my eyes!
And everytime I find you near me,
I know you want me too
With you, I find my soul feels light,
And my burdens have halved in value
When you hold my hands, I feel loved like never before
When you look at my face with your mystic eyes,
I know I've found my home
Oh how crazy it is to anticipate a love,
That seems so close but is so damn far
I stretch my hands to grip yours..
But all I find are ashes of my withered heart,
Will I ever heal? Will I ever find you?
I no longer hope of that
But to call you mine I'll wait till time,
Wishing on every broken star!

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I wish the winter stays a bit longer this year
I have burns too big to heal this time,
And I haven't even said a hello to it, since the past few years
I've been hiding a bit too deep for a while..
It can calm all the cuts, burns, and scars
And all the bruises flushing on my skin,
The dark skies may collide with the darkness inside my heart,
And the chills might fill the void within,
I want to hear the crumbling of the dry leaves
As I walk down the bare ground with my bare feet
It shares the pain of my shattered heart, crumbled to pieces by their cruel deeds..
I wish the winter stays a little longer this time
Cuz I've been hiding within the room where the moon never reaches
I wish the cold soothes this ache inside
I'm left in pieces..
Oh come! I've waited an eternity for you
Will you shed your chilly gusts on me, freeze my pain away?
I've waited and waited for you to heal me,
Tell me this time, will you stay?

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"A rose is love"
They say
But I didn't ever care about that
For me
It's a thing of Beauty,
Eternal joy
It's the prettiest thing that
nature can provide
But when I got it from you,
I finally realised
"A rose is love!"

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But today when the rain hit me in the darkness
I was perfectly aware of the memories that it brings
It was the day you and I sat down the lake
When the thunderstorm had suddenly glitched
You held my hands and told me all the stories of love you had ever known
And you took me in your arms
Telling me it's where I belong..
And you owned me since the very moment..

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I wanted to say things to you
Things only the night knows about,
About the silences when our eyes meet
In the darkness, when I see you clear in the moonlight
I love you
And not just my heart but every cell of my body calls for you,
That I crave every reminiscence of you to become true again
And those moments to come alive one more time
And I wanted to say
Darling it's been so long
You never come..
And you never come..
And you'll never come..
And it breaks my heart so bad
That I can never speak again..
Ever again..

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Hey!
I know you might not even have noticed me ever
But I have gazed into your deep mystic eyes for more than once
You might never look at me that way
But I had you pass by for so many times
And I can hardly keep my eyes off you
There are so many people surrounding you,
But when I see you, it's just you my eyes fixes at
And I can look at nothing else..
Am I in love with you?
You bet!
Yes I know,
You'll never be mine,
But the rainbows and butterflies I see in the sky are all for you
I know, you'll never be mine
But the stars that twinkle in the night are all for you
And the far setting horizon in its yellow-red tones
Mark my happiness when I'm with you..
I know those moments might be short, but to me they seem eternal..
Cuz I see you and I together, everytime we're near each other..
I see us dancing to romantic songs somewhere near the woods..
with closed eyes.. I sigh!
If it be a mere daydream, just let me live in it..
Cuz darling your love has got me so damn high..

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And with every passing day,
I fall more and more in love with darkness
As if it feeds the void inside my heart
with something heavy to hold
Does despair feel like that?
I don't know, I've lost my senses to the
serenity it brings to me
And I can only drown deeper and
deeper till I completely sink,
And yet the depths seem unending
I desire to reach the bottom but I keep
floating in the blues of it
Some ecstatic sorrow has gripped my
arms here and never do I wanna leave
And with pleasing melancholy songs
playing all around me,
This darkness has become the
brightest place I've ever been..

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