On this birthday, I hope the world gives back to you. I hope you’re wrapped in the kind of love you so freely give. I hope joy finds you and stays awhile. May this new chapter be filled with gentle mornings, laughter that lives in your chest long after it ends, and peace that wraps around you like your favorite blanket. Thank you for being a friend in the truest sense of the word. And I hope the year ahead brings softness where there’s been struggle, laughter where there’s been silence, and light in places that felt dim. Thank you for being you for showing up, for staying, for listening, for caring. God bless you relentlessly ❤️ 🙏🏿…. Happy birthday 🎉🎂🎁

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Today, the universe marks the arrival of someone truly extraordinary, you. And though we’ve never met face to face, you’ve become one of the most real and grounding parts of my life. You, Ronny, have shown me what it means to be present for someone not because you have to, but because you care. You’ve listened to me at my loudest, my most tired, my most confused. You’ve held space for my rants, my tangents, and my truth, without ever making me feel like I was “too much.” That’s no small thing. That’s the kind of quiet loyalty and empathy that this world doesn’t always remember to celebrate but today, I do.
Ronny, you have a heart that hears even the unspoken. You’ve given me comfort across distance and you’ve reminded me again and again that connection doesn’t need a physical meeting to be real or deep. You’ve made me feel seen and safe in ways I didn’t expect, and definitely didn’t take for granted.

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I hope for mornings filled with grace, with sunlight dancing on your face.
The quiet moments, warm and near, where words aren’t needed, just being here. I hope for laughter, light and free, a playful love that lets us be
Both child and wise, both wild and calm, together singing life’s sweet psalm. I hope for strength when storms arise, for patience, faith, and clear blue skies to follow when the rain subsides, still side by side, our hearts as guides.
I hope for wonder, never lost, in each adventure, worth the cost. A life of stories, rich and true, each one a memory shared with you. I hope for nights of quiet peace, where worries fade and fears release, wrapped in the warmth our hearts create, as love becomes our truest fate.

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I hope for a love that feels like home, where silence is easy, and laughter roams. A place of warmth when days turn cold, a hand to hold as we grow old. I hope for trust like steady ground, roots that deepen, safe and sound. A bond that bends but never breaks, through all of life’s uncertain shakes. I hope for kindness, gentle and true, in gestures small and grand and new. Words that heal, and eyes that see the hidden parts of you and me.
I hope for dreams that blend and grow, yours and mine, as rivers flow. A shared horizon, vast and clear, with you beside me, year by year. I hope for joy in simple things, the calm that lasting love can bring. In every season, come what may, I hope we’re better, day by day.

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It’s going to be ok
You will not always feel like you don't belong. There is a place in this world for you and there is a place in this life for you. No matter how much you feel like you shouldn't be here, you should. No matter how much you feel like you will never be wanted, you will. You won't feel lost and displaced forever. You will find the friends who are meant to bring you happiness. You will find the people who will love you the way you deserve. You will find love in yourself that is greater and brighter than anything you could have dreamed of. You will find the simple pleasures that remind you how good it feels to be here. And you will find the great big joys that make you feel alive. You are not here by accident. You belong here and I promise, you will find your place.

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You are so much more than this.
More than the emptiness, the confusion, and those days when you feel lost and alone. More than the long, painful nights where you dig your face into your damp pillow, more than the anxiety about the future and what it holds. More than the experiences that broke you down time and time again, more than the lost friendships and lovers that left and never looked back. More than the lessons you learned and those you chose to ignore, more than the regrets you firmly hold onto, in fear that you will make those mistakes again.
More than the fights, the hurt and the anguish, and more than the anxiety about where your life is headed. More than the displacement that settles inside you when you realise that you have nothing figured out. More than the scars, the heartbreak, the broken homes, more than the dreams that you could not complete and the challenges you could not uphold. You are so much more than this. More than yesterday's lessons and today's experiences, and so much more than what tomorrow will have in store.

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You are so much more than this.
More than the emptiness, the confusion, and those days when you feel lost and alone. More than the long, painful nights where you dig your face into your damp pillow, more than the anxiety about the future and what it holds. More than the experiences that broke you down time and time again, more than the lost friendships and lovers that left and never looked back. More than the lessons you learned and those you chose to ignore, more than the regrets you firmly hold onto, in fear that you will make those mistakes again.
More than the fights, the hurt and the anguish, and more than the anxiety about where your life is headed. More than the displacement that settles inside you when you realise that you have nothing figured out. More than the scars, the heartbreak, the broken homes, more than the dreams that you could not complete and the challenges you could not uphold. You are so much more than this. More than yesterday's lessons and today's experiences, and so much more than what tomorrow will have in store.

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And as much as I have no problem in doing so because people do mean a lot to me, a part of me wants to be treated the same way and not left behind for someone else everytime. I do take bonds seriously because that's all I have known my entire life, to love unconditionally.
♥️&💡

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Attachment scares me. Be it love, friendship or any bond, it does scare me because I am not someone who gets attached to everyone. I mean yea people do affect me but it's not everyone whom I am emotionally attached with. When I get attached to someone, I really do get attached. And it's barely 2-3 people in my life with whom I am this attached and it scares the shit out of me at times. Because getting emotionally attached to someone for me is giving my all. I am happier when they are happy, I get more sad than them when they are sad, I am excited for their achievements and everything in between. It's like their mood affects mine. And I do create this little world of mine around them. And it scares me because I am afraid of losing people. Like very afraid. I know you can't always hold onto people so I just hope for them to be there always but that fear never leaves. The constant anxiety of being replaced, forgotten or abandoned never leaves. I am still a kid at heart when it comes to attachments because I don't know how to create boundaries with people I love. It's like how a kid is attached to its teddy. I keep giving and giving unless and until i am completely drained.

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The truth is love exists in so much more than a romantic partner. Love is everything around you. And I hope you learn how to open your eyes to that. I hope you find love in every aspect of your life. I hope you find it tucked into early morning sunrises and the smell of your favourite places. I hope you find it strung between the laughter you share with friends. I hope it bounces off of you when you hug the people you care for. I hope it swells within your ribcage whenever you hear your favourite song or discover something that moves you. I hope you fall in love with growth, and change, and the messiness and the beauty of making mistakes, and becoming exactly who you want to be. I hope you find love in places that were once devoid of it, in places within yourself that you could have been softer to, kinder to, in the past. Because if there is one thing I have learned, it is that love is so much more than a human being who holds your heart. Love is everything around you. It is everything.

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