Because the reality of people sucks
Their behaviour really hurts
And knowing about their intention
Agenda and character
Gives you a huge shock— % &

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i was so mischievous
that i nearly burned down my house
mom was on fire blaming our neighbour
for the cause and i was saved
later after 20 yrs i confessed
she couldn't say a word looked at me
with her strange eyes and laughed
got drowned in the river nearly died
but got saved by a local hero
ran away from home, 3 times
made my parents cry
that's when i realized
they really loved me.

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when you realize, nothing is real
everything is temporary
tiny little moments that seem illusionary
everybody is fake, life a big drama
and this world; just a stage to experience
born to play the game of love and hate.

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i realized, if only i weren't born there wouldn't be any sufferings; so i'm the source, no one to blame.

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no matter how dark life may seem
always go green
and no matter how weak you feel
always stay strong
underground and rooted deep.

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lost my smile and struggling to laugh.

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when i walked through that door
the door of a new beginning
i entered into a whole new reality.

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wish to open an NGO in the name of my mother called Gauri Foundation, subdivided into Gauri for orphans, elderlies, animal care centers, transfer all my money and property as a charity and it's job would be to provide quality health care services for free, build temples: supply food and clothes for free, free education and scholarships, build cheap homes to the poor, sick, needy and homeless people. It's a very big dream that i wish to fulfill before i leave this earth coz' my mother would feel so happy and proud of me in the other realm of after death.

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let me take you far away
you'd like a holiday
longing for your love.

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those
who bears a heart like mine.

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