It's weird. It's weird how vividly I remember faces of some people, it's like I close my eyes and I can see them so vividly as if they've been with me in this moment, but in the reality it's been years since I've seen them. It's like my memories haven't been able to keep up the pace with reality. In memories everything seems so beautiful, still perfect, it's like I've been in the moment few seconds before, and in reality everything has changed, everything is different, everything. It's weird.

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I sowed the seeds of mirage in my chest, which developed the roots of delusional emotions, and thorns of inevitable feelings.

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Behind these sunrises of dejection and confusion.
Behind these sunsets of choas and revulsion.
I lost her, lost my best connection!
She understood me the best, understood my every notion.
She looked like me, but was wholly different than me, had happy soul and heart full of affection.
She looked like me, though she was my best version!
I lost her!
Behind these sunrises of dejection and confusion.

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It breaks the person too.

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Your love was catastrophic for my heart.

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I promised myself that i will never love anyone again.

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When I look at those eyes of yours,
I see a galaxy made up of magic and stardust there,
which sends a shiver up and down my spine,
and with the look from those eyes I become so vulnerable and fragile,
that a single touch from you is enough to destroy me!

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to breathe in hope,
i always shove myself in despair and wonder why hope never visits me!

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But the person didn't

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I will never love someone the way i love you.

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