Neil Laks Β  (UnderDfan)
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@under.the.fan
Joined 27 December 2020


@under.the.fan
Joined 27 December 2020
26 JAN 2022 AT 13:57

Finally Initiated a journey, though late
Crates on the way with no mate to wait.
Untangled my tightened knots and stitches,
With total disclosure and no less!

Stranded alone for levels to come,
With no manifests or manuals to refer.
The motive was to ascend ahead,
Without even thinking about life or death.
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@π˜₯𝘦𝘷𝘒𝘯𝘴𝘩π˜ͺ._3103
@𝘢𝘯π˜₯𝘦𝘳.𝘡𝘩𝘦.𝘧𝘒𝘯
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β€” % &

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26 JAN 2022 AT 13:50

π•Šπ•‹β„π”Έβ„•π”»π”Όπ”» 𝔸𝕃𝕆ℕ𝔼

My wounds were healing,
As the nightmares were vanishing.
A bargain was made that night,
For a mystery to be solved at sight.

Dreams were playing a game in head,
Creating a mesh of mess.
I wasn't thinking so straight,
But the bait was worth the wait.


β€” % &

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24 JAN 2022 AT 22:17

// LET GO //

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22 JAN 2022 AT 21:50

NOT SO ROMANTIC!

I don't need you,
I need me.
I don't want you,
I want me.
I don't miss you,
I miss me.
I don't want to feel you
I want to feel me.
I don't want to understand you,
I want to understand me.
I don't want to care about you,
I want to care about me.
I don't want to help you,
I want to help me.
I don't want to be in touch with you,
I want to be in touch with me.
I don't want to meet you,
I want to meet me.
I don't want to love you,
I want to love me.

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22 JAN 2022 AT 15:40

FREE FALLING
You're a feather. You fell down from the clear blue skies. You float like a quirky snow flake. You're unique and precious. You hide yourself in the white of the clouds.
And all you want is to simply be, seeking no attention, no recognition. Yet your beauty doesn't go unnoticed.
You hover all over, letting yourself flow freely and by believing in the wind, you've reached places you've never been to, heared voices of the unknown and studied their atmosphere too.
You've been everywhere, experienced a lot and faced every weather. In the skies you belong but it's the ground that you seek.
On a stagnant lake you land swiflty, adorning to its beauty. On a black body, you represent a dot of hope, that of light and protection.

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27 DEC 2020 AT 12:09

Born
I am finally starting out here. Waiting to be heard, to be felt and to be understood. Millions like me but this one soul out here, me, has felt like a mute for a long time.Self doubt took away my voice and I was no longer the diamond that was meant to shine. Rather buried deep inside with heavy coal. Them heavy matter pulled me down and made me wear this gray skin of pretence.All my fault.And now I ask myself-"Has my time to shine arrived?".Well,I am dug too deep right now but slowly shall I emerge,I promise.

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17 JAN 2022 AT 15:38

At the heavens whilst I gaze,
No star dares to lluminate as bright.
Look into my eyes now,
I flatter like a beaming northern star.

My heart pounds from the wounds of the past,
Though my soul craves for affirmations till the last.
Carves a masterpiece from the darts you threw through me.
I am not Godly but.
It's the circumstances that have made me.

@under.the.fan

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17 JAN 2022 AT 15:33

𝕋𝕙𝕖 π•Šπ•’π•”π•£π•–π•• 𝕋𝕖𝕀π•₯π•’π•žπ•–π•Ÿπ•₯

I will bear the burden of life,
But my soul won’t rupture.
Let the rock I chisel today,
Become a beautiful sculpture.

Let thousand arrows struck me,
My spirit will remain vehement.
Reaching to the shining stars,
Will be my sacred testament.

@gauthamjoy

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17 JAN 2022 AT 10:34


The sun woke me up.🌝
I wake up as light from between the curtains fell onto my eyes. I turn on the other side of the bed. I look around with my eyes half open, takes a glance at my alarm clock and silently pray for some more time to sleep.
I shut my eyes back again. Sadly my room is so well lit from the morning sunshine that I feel a little irritated of them thin, translucent curtains. The sun is at its full valour and all I want to do is lie under the fan, pretending to sleep.
After last night's insomnia and over thinking, further leading to movie marathon, I knew I was going to have a hard time in the morning.
And I have things to attend to for the day. But I am still a little flustered and stuck up that the sun woke me up. And then I remember I have no option but to get going and keep it moving. πŸ’β€β™‚οΈ

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14 JAN 2022 AT 18:08

Brick on the outside,
I stand still.
Inside still warm
But no one could see.

Nothing to look forward at
No memory to look backwards to
Bright it is,
And yet how dark it feels.

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