Neil Laks Β  (UnderDfan)
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@under.the.fan
Joined 27 December 2020


@under.the.fan
Joined 27 December 2020
26 JAN 2022 AT 13:57

Finally Initiated a journey, though late
Crates on the way with no mate to wait.
Untangled my tightened knots and stitches,
With total disclosure and no less!

Stranded alone for levels to come,
With no manifests or manuals to refer.
The motive was to ascend ahead,
Without even thinking about life or death.
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@π˜₯𝘦𝘷𝘒𝘯𝘴𝘩π˜ͺ._3103
@𝘢𝘯π˜₯𝘦𝘳.𝘡𝘩𝘦.𝘧𝘒𝘯
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β€” % &

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26 JAN 2022 AT 13:50

π•Šπ•‹β„π”Έβ„•π”»π”Όπ”» 𝔸𝕃𝕆ℕ𝔼

My wounds were healing,
As the nightmares were vanishing.
A bargain was made that night,
For a mystery to be solved at sight.

Dreams were playing a game in head,
Creating a mesh of mess.
I wasn't thinking so straight,
But the bait was worth the wait.


β€” % &

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24 JAN 2022 AT 22:17

// LET GO //

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22 JAN 2022 AT 21:50

NOT SO ROMANTIC!

I don't need you,
I need me.
I don't want you,
I want me.
I don't miss you,
I miss me.
I don't want to feel you
I want to feel me.
I don't want to understand you,
I want to understand me.
I don't want to care about you,
I want to care about me.
I don't want to help you,
I want to help me.
I don't want to be in touch with you,
I want to be in touch with me.
I don't want to meet you,
I want to meet me.
I don't want to love you,
I want to love me.

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22 JAN 2022 AT 15:40

FREE FALLING
You're a feather. You fell down from the clear blue skies. You float like a quirky snow flake. You're unique and precious. You hide yourself in the white of the clouds.
And all you want is to simply be, seeking no attention, no recognition. Yet your beauty doesn't go unnoticed.
You hover all over, letting yourself flow freely and by believing in the wind, you've reached places you've never been to, heared voices of the unknown and studied their atmosphere too.
You've been everywhere, experienced a lot and faced every weather. In the skies you belong but it's the ground that you seek.
On a stagnant lake you land swiflty, adorning to its beauty. On a black body, you represent a dot of hope, that of light and protection.

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17 JAN 2022 AT 15:33

𝕋𝕙𝕖 π•Šπ•’π•”π•£π•–π•• 𝕋𝕖𝕀π•₯π•’π•žπ•–π•Ÿπ•₯

I will bear the burden of life,
But my soul won’t rupture.
Let the rock I chisel today,
Become a beautiful sculpture.

Let thousand arrows struck me,
My spirit will remain vehement.
Reaching to the shining stars,
Will be my sacred testament.

@gauthamjoy

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14 JAN 2022 AT 18:08

Brick on the outside,
I stand still.
Inside still warm
But no one could see.

Nothing to look forward at
No memory to look backwards to
Bright it is,
And yet how dark it feels.

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14 JAN 2022 AT 18:07

Thin and slim eyes,
Couldn't reach the horizon.
Up in the sky when I look,
A bright dot still visible, still.

Clouds, a tint of orange,
Distant and scattered all around.
Silence surrounds
No wind that whistles.

No shade,
No cold breeze,
Like it's all been seized
Like an unwanted muse it feels.

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14 JAN 2022 AT 18:04

High and dry

The sun is onto me today,
Spots me from a distance.
Hot and hard it feels,
High and dry it is.

Deep breath and sigh
Sticks my tongue out,
Huffing and puffing,
And profusely perspiring.

Sweat on forehead
Heat wave flashes on my face,
Like after a race
Inside a maze.

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20 OCT 2021 AT 17:44

With a sword of gold
Hope you'll fight like a knight.
Don't let the pathogens in,
As now you know,
Its just a mirage with a fake glow.

Time will tear it all apart though.
A natural phenomenon
Will make it perish,
Like it got struck by a tornado.

And then you'll be moaning all alone,
Even in the golden light
Which you thought
Was once your own.

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