So I betrayed my destiny

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बचपन की वो यादें पुरानी
राजा-रानी की वही कहानी।

वो बेवजह हँसना-हँसाना
दोस्तो का वो साथ सुहाना।

बारिश की बूंदोंमें भीगना
गिरते-गिरते थोडा सीखना।

यही थे जीवन के सुनहरे पल
न जाने कहाँ गया वो कल।

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Adoption
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I promised to stay by your side
when trees will shed their last leaf
No one can stop me from
reaching you except my ownself,
And I know I put you through hell
Here comes the autumn, leaves
starts falling and here I am standing
at the edge of room, watching you
last time as the sky gets blue
and sunrays scatter in whole room
I bid goodbye hoping that you no
more feel miserable and whelve me
in your memories as I was just a dream.

And I was gone when the last leaf fall,
I wish I could disappear without a trace
But it is not a fairytale.

Hope one day we meet like
"Once upon a time" stays
with "Happily ever after".

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Me after seeing this*

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No hope but still wins

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How we take simple
things for granted
unless someone
teach us or it's late,
how that things are
real and should be
consider.

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After putting the
headphone,
I dived into the
music.Even though
I don't know how
to swim. I drown,
untill I float and
felt weightless.

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to pour my
emotions
through colour,
lines and
shades
without using
a single word.
And maybe
not everyone
will understand
or feel it.

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And one day I stopped caring about people, their opinions or things which should be ignored and not in my control. It's not easy to pretend that you didn't hear them but you need to do it. Just live in your own way. Doing the things that makes you alive, go where you feel alive.

Sometimes it's peaceful to cut-out ownself from the world. Sometimes it's okay to be in world but not with the world.

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