Hope is a complex thing to understand, especially when your overthinking mind fights against it.
You want to believe in someone, to have faith in them.
A false hope lingers—that someday they might change, that someday they will see you the way you see them.
It’s a constant battle between the heart and the mind until you realize that it’s not them who need to change—it’s you.
You need to let go of the weight of expectations.
But before that realization sets in, there comes a phase where,
with all your heart, you still wish for them to change, to finally see you…
These lines come from that phase.
मालूम था बदल जाओगे,
फिर भी शायद चाहा था तुम्हें
उम्मीद पर क्या पता मेरे लिए बदल जाओगे,
माना मेरी ही थी खता की,
अपनो से बड़ के चाहा था तुम्हे
तुमने ऐसा पराया किया,
कि अब कोई अपना ना रहा,-
I Remember the past
The nostalgia,
The lost love,
Smile reflected in the eyes,
Brightness of the face ,
Laughter in the mood,
I get teary eyed when
I remember the happiness,
The affection ,
The lost innocense,
Now it's a replaced smile ,
Not reaching the eyes,
Now it is Fakness in the mood,
I get teary eyed when
I think of what it was .....
And what now remains......-
Aakhirkar jab khud se sach bolna pada,
Ek pal me mano sab bikhar pada ,
Aur usi shan jane kaise jud gaya,
Us ghadi us pahar mano sab tahar sa tha gaya
Maun sa sannate me jakda hua,
hara hua sa tha jo,
Wo Mera man phir nayi shurwat k liye tha utha...
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Wo dur hai ab moh bandhono se
Wo sach jhut k khel se ab aage nikal chuka hai
Use rishte ab be maine lagte hai
Use ab kisi ki jarurat nahi
Wo ab safar par bhi tanha chal padta hai,
Wo ab rah nahi takta kisi k laut aane ki..
Wo ab umeed nahi palta kisi se sawalo k jawabo ko pane ki...
Wo jan chuka hai yahan koi kisi ka nahi
Use ab kisi ki jarurat nahi-
Ki Tujhse jis din se ruthna chor diya,
Tujhe nahi hai khabar,
Par tujhe ab apna kehna chor diya,
Kher Maloom hai mujhe,
Ki tujhe fark nahi padta mere jajbato halato se,
Par Ab khud ko samjhane k liye yahi ek rashta dhund liya
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Isn't it amazing how we keep people etched to our souls even long after there bodies are gone.....
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When one falls in love with someone.
It is a journey full of so many emotions.
Person we love is under no obligation but
Love at times feels possesive
Love at times feels selfish,
Love comes with expectations,
Love wants other person to be answerable,
Love demands other person to be accountable,
Love is unreasonable,
You question it again and again?
Am I really falling in love?
Is it really love?
But at the end of the day despite all the negativity it brings,
All the heartache it causes when you see the smiling face of that one person
Everything just fades away,
Every reason just vanishes,
Every rationale just ends,
Your brain is no more the driver but at the backseat,
Your heart is now in the control.
Your emotions are like speeding car without breaks, everything is so fast
Is it love or a battle ground?
You question it and you question it again?
Every heart beat feels like it is betraying you..
Every time your heart beats it is not for you anymore it is for someone else....
This is a dreadful journey you are sure sometimes and unsure other times.
It is a rollercoaster of emotions
It gives you fear
It drives you crazy.
It makes you hazy.
It gives you joy pure joy
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You will make it to the place you never ever thought, you will reach the heights that you never imagined in your dreams. Though you are moving slow, pacing like a tortoise, behind your friends and peers in the race of life but don't forget this is not the finish line. Believe in yourself you will reach there you will.
At times there are in self doubt but there have been countless moments in your life where you thought it is the end but you made it through.
At times you feel like you are just meandering and reaching no where but be the river make your own path.
Keep going don't lose hope and one day one fucking day you will find the best scenary, best view, best life, best life partner and everything one could hope for. So keep going.-
Jo tasvir chapi hai shayed hi uspe apna nam likh paun,
Meri kriti hai ye shayed hi kabhi kisi se ye keh paun,
Man k bhitar hi rakh shayed ise sambhal paun,
Yuhin bas Khubsurati ko iske din rat takta jaun,
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