Familiar places are foreign now
Familiar people strange
Imprisoned one another
They shed many tears
Which became the ocean that divides
Then they just existed around
Transfixed And then lost
Not knowing where to be found-
things that break us
are they our perceptions or awarenss?
or sometimes its just a collateral damage!
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i feel restrained to the shadows of memories
memories that arent mine-
this moment of near stillness
highest in chaos
farthest in space
at the edge of everything
words lost in the wind
and my absence into oblivion-
perhaps the absence
is all I remember the little details about
the else like a dream of broken sleep
some sudden some overcoming
I made them and then they made me-
I lift the glass and look at you
and it happened all over again i sighed
with dread and hope
O will it suffice?-
The crazy modern love
Where Almost is more.
Rather have something
Isnt better than nothing?
Almost forgettable than never
Wanted occasionally than not wanted at all
Someone's almost there than completely alone
Almost there and yet not
Isnt never better than almost then ?
Live with a never
Than an almost entirely
What never is, more to me
Than what almost could.
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Countless paths away i thought i had found you
I go looking for you in the time that has stopped
My long long journey ends here and i go back tonight
At the end of my steps i take out the memories
Everything is as it always was-
I want to stay a little longer here
Between the quiet crack of hope and fate
Our warm story filling it up
As you and i grow into us
The pink sky grows red deep into the night
I look at u not able to say a word
they remain in my heart
I listen to the wind that blows silently
As im pulled away from my dream we quietly come to an end
Though my everything looks for you, you wont be there i know
Its the same place i wait for you
I can want and hope
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It's all very real when you are silent
The silence, it starts to speak to you
Sinks in the freedom.
The Freedom to want nothing-