Sometimes, I feel like crying
Crying for no reason
Just an overwhelming sense of hopelessness
Just an overwhelming sense of sadness
Just tired of everything
Just tired of everyone
Just tired of people trying to make things seem larger than it is
When in the end, we are all just a speck of dust
In the vastness of the universe

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"I am giving up."

"But you have so much to live for."

"To what end?"

"That's what you live to find out."

"I'm tired."

"But you're my friend."

"Then remember me when it all ends."

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"Will you hold me close?
Will we make amends?
Will there be enough memories,
we have made before it ends?

Will you cry?
Will you try,
to make these last moments
be the best before
we I said goodbye?"

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Someone I do not recognize
Someone whose face I vaguely remember
Someone who does not look like he feels
Someone I barely know
Someone I used to know

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Reunions remind me that I have no family alive

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Been pretending so well
That nobody really knows
How dark and resigned
My thoughts are

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Nothing but disappointment
After disappointment
After disappointment
Which doesn't seem to end

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Time just passes by
Nothing really changes
Running on a treadmill of life
But not really going anywhere

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that I'm just being used to fill a gap

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there is something to hope for

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