Finally I found my Knight but not is shining amour... but in a simple tee and nerdy glasses speaking about time travel at the middle of a silent night

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Your Kind heart will always be a well to those whose hearts are empty...!!!

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The cup was full
The tears overflowed
The eyes were open
They opened the shut doors
They'll only Love the things they don't get
They'll misuse the things they have
And you'll only realize when
You'll be exhausted, heart broken
And decide to never open again.

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Promises and dreams
Land of sparkling trees
You made me hope for all of these
You aroused in me the fire I tamed
The passion I had buried
Deep down a grave
When I felt like you tried to wave off this fire
I knew I was losing you
I knew your words weren't true
I knew you'd want to break
So I let you do it, let you fly away
And this time I used water to hose my heart
So that no part remains
And every word you spoke drowns in my ear
Swimming was never my forte
So they'll die too
I'll collect and stash the remains
As skeletals of dreams you showed me
Dreams that never came true

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I swim in the waters
The ones that I almost drowned
I linger in its shadow
Even though it cut me out
But I've tasted it
Its sweet water, sweet poison
And I long for only that
I'm like a ship
Wanting to drown
To be one with the water
To be absolute
To absorb it even if it destroys me
But I don't want to hit the shore
I want to float, maybe drown
Just to be in that water

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Trapped walls
The walls have mold growing
You could see the veins spreading
Thick veins running everywhere
Chipped off paint in the corners
Showing layers of different shades
They tell of stories
Unheard, unspoken
Do you care to listen?
If you hear, you'll hear whispers
If you listen, you'll know they're screaming
In agony of withstanding all these years
The torments of the ones that touched them
The pain of the parasite thats feeding on it
The walls, they always tell you of things you don't want to hear

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He sings songs to me
The one that are the most melodious
Cut strings with no attached harmony
Yet they boil of his love for me
Every night
As I lay on my pillow
Sore from the distance between us
He sings to me a song
He eats up the lyrics
Not more than the way he creeps in my soul
He sings abouts the star, the sky
Also of the black mole on my nose
And every time he forgets the words
He giggles, its like a remedy for my aching heart
And Just when I thought I couldn't love him more
I fall more deep into love

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What is Love?
Shedding inhibitions
Showing your scars
Knowing you're safe
Even though the one who sees them is miles apart
Maybe, its knowing that being your true self won't make them go away
Maybe, its those moments when you know their laugh is the funniest you've heard
Maybe its those times when they see you cry even when there aren't tears
What ever it is I can't really figure out
But I know I have it
And I know I have it with you

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In my chaotic world
You were the deafening silence
You meant something more than I knew
I was a mess of tangled wires
These wires were barbed
And you bled while I opened up to you
But you didn't stop, no second thoughts
You brought me peace
Something rare to my mind
You brought me Love
Something I'm learning to take
You were the oasis, what I thought was the Mirage
Yet, here you are teaching me how to love again
And here I am not a blank slate
Yet ready for you

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Tired, exhausted
The rose took a bow
Criticized for her thorns
Mauled for something she couldn't change
She spread wide her petals
So that they could see the
Red, deep red love she contains
But all the eyes saw were the thorns
Nagged for them, shamed for them
She wants to give up
She wants to exhale
She wanted to shed them
But the thorns are part of her
Aren't they?
Don't they make her what she is?

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