You think they know..
After all these years..
After all the explanations..
After all the sharing of love and care..
But, you dont know that they dont know..
To the extent that you really mean..
And then finally..
You just become a person..
Who is not enough..

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Do not forget to
Be Grateful for the life you are living, your family and friends,
Be Thankful for the good and bad experiences you have had,
Be Kind towards people because you can,
Be able to forgive people who were not nice,
Be at peace with your past,
Be happy, kind, and loving with yourself.

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When all your friends get married,
They think you are the lucky one,
To be still single and enjoying life,
But only you know,
How lonely it is,
When you have time, but they dont,
And then you understand,
Their new life,
And you be quiet,
Learning to take it all,
By yourself.

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That is the thing with love,

You always are there, atleast try to be,
But when it is for you,
You are always made to wait,
In vain,
And sometimes, they do not even know,
You are in pain.

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When you feel lonely, you travel to the past.

You end up thinking about those, for those who you gave your everything, time, attention, and energy.

When you think, people might have been there, just so you asked, and not on their own.

Then you realize and even accept that people are moving on and leading their life, people are busy.

And that is the very moment which makes you the loneliest.

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What does it take to be asked how you are on some days?
What does it take to not be the one who always understands everything?
What does it take to get the least attention so that you do not feel miserable?

Sometimes, this is all you think. Not because you have had it enough or you are desperate , but sometimes, even you get tired of being that one.

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Just when you have, or think you have something to look up to, will you be tested with everything making you lose every bit of hope.

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For many years I have been blind to what was happening around me, and when I finally acknowledged, it was something my heart or mind couldnt accept, it felt like I am not strong enough to even face it.
You pray, you have hope, belief, and think positively, but at times, nothing works. You question everything.
And when you see some hope, there you go shattering into tiny pieces which becomes almost impossible to mend.
That is when everything comes into picture, it hurts, it breaks you, and then finally drains every bit of energy from your body and soul.
You become tired of everything.

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There are only two things-

No one is as excited as you are, or
You are not as excited as they are.

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As long as I can remember, I have come across so many people who are so good in maintaining themselves, I realised very late.
Many people lied to my face, making it look extremely true, I realised very late.
People who ignored me in my presence, now even when they tried, I never got back.
You might think I am stupid. My question is, is it stupid of me to trust them or is it stupid of them to not hold that trust?
Randomly when you question one thing, almost everything confuses you and it all makes no sense.

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