Confessions:

I was the cause he realized the realities, and now he abandoned me for eternity. I regret being
the cause...

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My friend: Why do you drink so much?

My reply: My own aches will drag me to death, and I want to live not to die, so I drink...

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You WERE the reason I smiled and laughed, now, you ARE the reason am crying and drunk...

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He is a reason for me to live, yet a poison to my own death,
a poison which I'd love to consume...

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Confessional thought:

I actually wanna kill myself in the most brutal ways just to feel the pain of my own death...

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Confessional thought:

Dear God, please make me sleep forever, I don't wanna good night sleep, instead a sleep for eternity...

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Confessional thoughts:

To die by suffocating and suffering is better than to live in suffocating and in suffering...

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Confessional thoughts:

I just wanna pull off my clothes, pull my heart out of my body, burn it first and then burn my naked body to death...

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I really wanna take a knife and peirce it straight into my heart by myself, not just to end my life, but to kill your memories and feel the pain...

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I don't know what am doing now is right or wrong, but I've got no choice to forget you and the memories you sealed in my heart; so I do this...

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