who makes sure to
remind you of yourself .

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The beginning is usually
where it's all broken and
messed up .
The ending is where all that’s
been broken and messed up
is replaced with the beaming ,
pellucid and newbuilt .

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Yeah , honey ...
It hurts ----- that you don't understand how I feel , let alone pay attention to it ; that you don't and probably , won't ever see me the same way . I have no idea why I chase after you when it feels like a dead end . I don't know why it feels terrible that I'm not one of your priorities , why the thought of you with someone else annoys and saddens me , why I'm scared to lose you , why you hurt me so much without you even knowing about it . I don't know why I keep hoping that maybe ...someday ...but I don't know if that day will ever come . You have no idea what you do to me ...
Yes , I'm crazy about you and I've made peace with the fact that it's not reciprocated ...and I don't know why I still have hopes . I want you and you know that . I love you ...so , why don't you tell me what it is to you ? Why keep me hanging from a thread ? Even if it feels wrong , for me , I still do it ...I wait for you and I guess , I'll keep waiting ...for you .
Have a nice life and be happy , healthy and safe . I hope the fog lifts for you someday and things would be clear to both of us... :)

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People ask , “ What do you think love is ? ”

What ‘love’ is ?
“ It's the strongest and deepest emotion a living being can have ; even stronger than the hardest of feelings .
It feels so magical and complete that one tends to ignore the stabbing pain on her/his heart when it does and ‘ realises it too late ’ ...and THAT , dear , hurts worse . ”

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Hi ...

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“ Sometimes , no matter how
much you love , you have to
let go . ”
“ For good . ”

“ For the both of you . ”

“ Even if it hurts . ”

...
“ It’s okay to let go . ”

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“ I mean , the more you run away from ‘truth’ , the more frequently it catches up with you , from various directions , in the most unexpected ways . ”

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That moment when you realise that nothing works out in your favour since life has mostly been harsh to you but you still try to be positive 'cause you don’t wanna hurt the ones who genuinely care about you , i.e. , NO ONE ...

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please take me with you .

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gaslighting one’s own self .

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