I'm sorry mom and dad
I know I messed up bad
I should've, should've done, should've done better
I'm sorry mum and dad, for all the time I had
To get my life, to get my life together
But I didn't
2005, you gave birth to me
Sweet little baby girl
Had the world in my feet
Before I could even stand
Cradled me in your right and left hand
A precious bundle of unmade plans
Hopes and dreams of bigger things
A bright future so it seemed
but that light grew a little less bright
As I grew and we began to fight
When I was 13, I was so damn mean
Running away, had nothing more to say
Than I hate you
But that's not true now
I was living on your couch trying to figure it out
Putting myself up and tearing myself down
I just don't, I just don't know how to say
I'm sorry mom and dad-
I'm low on self esteem so I run on gasoline
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Maybe a part of me still loves you
Even when you broke my heart-
I thought to myself that now is time to choose
I can pick myself up or I can give in to the blues
So I swore in my heart that I was never gonna lose
I would crawl until I made it cause I got something to prove-
I heard you told Your friends
I'm just not your type
If that's how you really feel
Then why'd you text last night ?
You say all I ever do is just control your life
But are you gonna lie like that
Why you gotta lie like that
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Step into the light, to look him in the eye
Feeling so exposed, she tries to stay composed
But every little fight and every little lie is impossible to hide
In this masquerade, she can't feel the pain
Cover up her heart, with a little paint
While he's pulling out a flask, to hide it all away
There's nothing left to say
He knows that they're drowning
She hopes that there's still something left
Let go now cause he's leaving
But she'd be fine pretending
Things were alright, even while its ending keep it inside
She can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?
Even when she says she'll open her eyes
All her words are empty when she denies
But she can feel them bending
All their love is pending so what is she defending?-
Love these days is a perfect example of bluetooth
When you are near connected but when you are far
It starts Searching for new device-
You blocked me everywhere
And you fucking think you can block me from your heart-