Dear Mumma-Baba,
In between the battle of life and death..I lost you π
The world says, over the period of time you learn to deal with your pain and manage your grief..but I know it is the hardest pain..I go through each day..and even though I reach anywhere..this pain remains inevitable..that succumb and feeling of numbness will always be there.
That sense of loneliness..those dry tears...that forceful smile and letting everyone out there in the world know me as strong, doing well in life..so chirpy and happy..at times it does not help. The struggle within myself about coping from this grief and moving ahead with what I have is really tough.
Believe me Maa-Baba, from my success to my failures..from capabilities to my insecurities..from learning a hard time lesson to a blissful experience..I miss you both the most.
I knew life will never gonna be bed of roses for me after you both..but believe me sometimes it becomes the meaningless and purposeless.
Always your special kid,
Gβ€οΈ
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