As I sift through the pages where you've confessed your love for me,I realise that this is endless, walking down memory lane....igniting the love that was embedded in our souls.

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Stop staring at me through the window
...watching my life fall apart .

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He gives me flowers
When I'm sad
He gives me flowers
When I am down
He gives me flowers
When I mess up
He gives me flowers
When I don't do what he wanted.
He gives me flowers
When he wants to apologise....
He will give me flowers
On my grave and watch them wither away just as I did .

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Never have I needed you more than when I turn to you with a smile on my face and tears in my eyes acting as though everything is perfectly okay.

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Sometimes I need you a bit more than I show...hoping that you'd see the glitch .

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Dispose of me
Dispose of my body at a cemetery
Let the ground eat me up and swallow me whole
Let them set me on fire
Where my soul can watch as I turn to ash
Where my bones would crack and crumble
Soon I will be where I belong
Along the dirt and rumble spilt open by your tongue

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It doesn't help when you go on the way that you do
Your words
Your facial expressions
It doesn't make me want to scream out of joy
Your hurt
Your wounds
It doesn't feel as though you actually want me here
Your actions
Your reactions

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I need help
It's starting again
The walls are closing in
The room doesn't light up when I enter anymore
I need help
I hear voices
The NEED to do it settles in

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As I walked through my house , your scent lingered in an area that I wouldn't have really found you ...
So I wonder ...why did your soul come to visit ?

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I've been through so much but you've always been there for me, I didn't even know, that you kept slipping but you were strong for me. I'm sorry that I've taken my time . Thank you for being patient , for loving me and making sure that I will be okay. You've been amazing. I'm so proud of you. You have ALWAYS had my back , I didn't realize that you were the reason that I'm still here today. I want you to know that I love you and that I will always love you and I can finally admit it .

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