Annihilation

Sad, confused ,glooming
Melancholy has taken a toll
Of everything that could go right
Somehow ruined it all

Don't know what has happened
Whom to blame as a whole
Can't control anything now
In the wrong court went the ball

Still searching where I went wrong
That now I'm trapped in this hole
Wish I could get it just in time
To prevent taming this naive soul

Have to let it go the way it wants
Apparently nothing left in control
Still the heart wants to try to save
But the brain already knows it all

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Supernova

Starry night, full moon day
Werewolves, maybe two selenophiles
Gazing so high, not uttering a word
Covering a track, can't be measured in miles

Silence broke, 'Alnitak' she said
Pointing to constellation she turned around
Curiosity illuminated her face, 'orion' he replied
Immensly relieved, thought 'sirius' has been found

There came a Meteor, set them to smile
Closed the eyes, wishing upon universe's finery
Vibing as if cosmic radiations, synchronously
They said "Let's be together, let's be binary"

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Ink love

Writing down what I feel under the sky
Cuz Quill don't cheat, paper won't lie

It listens, feel and never complains
Not expecting a thing one never attains

It knows how high I get with your mere sight
When I ink you down and it's no longer white

You begin the page and you're the end
It knows you more Cuz you are what penned

It knows today what color you wore
And how much I admired and wanted to adore

The way you wave your hand into your hair
I find you charming and rarest among rare

Yes you rule my diary with grave intricacy
Call it my own version of endearing intimacy

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Describing my human

Pencil, sharpened
Blank page was embraced
In a rush she wrote
Everything she has faced

Today the story is different
She felt her heart racing
"I'm telling you he's the one"
She couldn't resist while phrasing

Found herself happy in a while
She walked me through her feelings
"I know I make stupid mistakes"
Now time for wounds for healing

Oh honey how innocent you are
Ruining your life with mere attraction
"Well he doesn't feel the same I do"
Here's a sign, don't take any action

Wish I could stop you making a mess
Could reflect or speak it's a bad start
"Is he gonna get me like you do?"
That's where human you won my heart.

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Yes, Silence speaks

When you run out of words,
Overrated staring no longer works,
Expressions are lost for good,
You stand still, a log of wood.

Frowning, smiling, grim or grin,
None of these there has been.
The axis of vision is one we share,
Eyes expanded and none of us is aware.

Pumping machine skips a beat,
Frozen is time, so as your feet.
Oh! Something moved, Was that the air?
Flicking was there? Turns out to be hair.

'Milliseconds are over' stopwatch said.
Back to reality, watch the jiff shred.
You can see, hear and now you can think.
Factory reset? What I did was just 'blink'.

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Is it too late to regret now?

Messed everything
Left "good" in nothing
The stress, the sadness, the darkness, the fear
All the tears that shed, are they still worth it?

Spirit is shattered, can't keep as a whole,
The chaos in the mind and lost tamed soul,
The figure eyes wanna see doesn't exist,
A drastic horrible deviation from the selected goal.

Dreams turned to nightmares just in a flash,
A sparkle long carried, now equates the trash,
Thought euphoria would last, cherishing the life,
How does it feel when nothing's left to smash?

'When one door closes, hundreds get opened'
Something the bedtime stories taught years back,
How am I supposed to find a way when I'm trapped-
In a cul-de-sac with no turning back.

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Worth a shot...

Souls united through warmness of lips
World around just faded retard
In the arms you hold, someone you love
Why won't the adrenaline play its card?

Up and down, eyes kept closed
Twisting of tongue, heart beats more
Mind goes blank, still it goes
Makes a memory, keeping to the core

Heavenly ride, those few seconds drove
Pleasure you feel, no less than the weed

Are you gonna get addicted?
Are you gonna be a junkie now?

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Self-convicted solitude...


Found myself in a place where no-one is
Hurt myself the way I shouldn't be
Screaming, squealing, calling for help
Yes! Yes! The answer came back,
does that matter if only the echo was heard?
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Lost the last ray of light, fighting darkness
Shady black, is the surrounding now
Silence is the only companion left
Can feel the tears rolling down the cheeks
Does the sound of them falling asking me to rise again?

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Two worlds : The glasses see

One is real while the other's more heavenly
Former you see, latter you dive deep into
Outer weighs the mass with guise
Inner harbours a naked immaculate soul
Sky pours when loaded with grief
Tears impair the sight one seeks
Walking, Talking, faking all over
Inside is soothed by air of thoughts
External zone has contemporary substantiality
Core roams in flashbacks and fantasies
How glumming it is to embrace the lie
Than to trust the inner truth.
Is it because if one's a tide, the other is an angry sea?

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And the irony is twisted people craving everything straight.

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